insanity world

2007-01-27T23:11:00.000-08:00

booo! meeting mummy later to go bugis =D
its been ages since i went there
hope to enjoy myself (:
back to blogging later !

sometimes i really loved to be perfect
but i know its impossible

2007-01-27T08:18:00.000-08:00

sorry dear for not being able to make u happy most of the time. for most of the quarrels we had so far, i admit i was really dumd and childish. i knew that time and time again you forgave me. im sorry for being such a lousy and petty gf. i hope everyday will be like ytd where you will hug me ard ur arms and whisper those words "i love you" (:

pictures for ytd's steamboat (: sadly i din managed to take alot of pics and can only proudly present one group photo

haf you ever really love & lost somebody
wishing there was a chance to say im sorry

2007-01-27T01:38:00.000-08:00

the steamboat last night was greattt. i enjoyed myself with dear and the rest alot. (:

they had the things bought. so when they reached, we went preparing the food and all. after much preparation, its time to start! (: everyone was so high and were talking on th top of their voice. LMAO. it was really fun. after eating so much, we were really full. so vien and ah min entertained us by their funny actions. it was really very funny. i almost die of laughter.

cleared up time! everything was cleared in 15mins time. then we went to take grp photo. and aft which we surprised dear with her fruit cake. she pretended to her surprised LMAO. after cutting cake, they played ard with th cake and i got some as well on my face. how unlucky. then went to wash up and stuff and some of them left.

the rest of us stayed back in dear's room and played mahjong and slack. they had such a fun time laughing at some people's friendster. LOL. glad that dear enjoyed herself and loveee the present i gave her (: really love that moment so much. cause dear kept on hugging me th way i really loved to be hugged ((: they left at 1 plus and left with me and dear.

both of us were so tired and fell asleep at 2.

a great birthday party and everything went on so fine(: thanks to vivien they all for buying the groceries, chienying for buying the fruit cake. thanks for those who were here. im so glad that dear said that this yr was the yr she had her birthday celebrated so happily. i loveee you! (:

*but somehow today i made dear angry. things happened all because of me. i suck =(

toodles people
in no mood right now =(

2007-01-26T01:55:00.000-08:00

alright im fine after a night's sleeep (:

watched gong for the whole day alr. LMAO. it was superb sad can! hahas and i went tearing cause i really cant take it anymore. reminds me of someone. mom and me had a tiff ytd nite due to some probs.

sorry mom. its not that i don't wanna let you guys know anything. its just that i don't want ur to know also. since its my personal problem i will try and settle it myself. you said you seen me crying every night over the phone and then you cared about me. but then i really don't wan to say wads happening. i will be strong and deal with it. i know you care for me, just that everytime i make you angry, sad and heartbroken. im so sorry. i just hope things between us will be fine.

everything went th wrong way ytd. im fucking sad. it seems like we do haf alot of unsolved problems between us. it takes 2 hands to clap. if we both also don stand behind one step, i guess we'll forever not solve anything. i just need you to be patient and more understanding. im not asking for a 100% you. i know myself too. for mine, i will try to change for th better. i really hope there will be some day we won't quarrel anymore =(

there's steamboat tonight at dear's hse. hee and im so excited. we'll gonna haf lotsa fun later. im so hungry alr. im staying over for th night as well. hope dear like wad im giving her. (:

toodles people!
update later <3

*sometimes i just need you to be a lil of this and that (:

2007-01-25T04:40:00.000-08:00

alright im sick! booo!

i hate to be sick! cause i cant eat everything that i want to! =( hope i can recover fast and get back to work soon (: argh~ the feeling of being sick is very terrible. don't haf strength to do anything. &&& i feel like vomitting. feel so weak everywhere. =(((

i went this morning. took the bus with ling and i guess my sighness came again. then i went sneezing non stop on th bus. ling was even asking me whether im ok. lol. thanks girl (: well, we were late due to the traffic jam on th way. and josephine was th one who opened the door today! god damn it. & i knew things were going to happen very soon if she's here.

so we went cleaning the shelves and mirrors and glass. she went ard inspecting for sure( her fav job). so happened that she called me and complained saying that th glass are not cleaned yet and i hafta wipe the floors where the models are being placed. i was like "wth, did u jus asked me to clean that?" seriously for all the housekeeping, we haf nvr really clean in this manner and i guess everyone in th shop was so irritated by her fussy-ness. she kept on picking on everyone so tell me who can stand her?! LOL.

worked all th way till 3 and i cant tahan anymore. was too sick and requested to leave early. they allow me to. but eleen talk to me bout my health. guess if im falling sick more, than im gonna resign i guess. working hrs are killing me and mom's complaining as well. but if i dun work means no money! i need money to buy CNY clothes, shoes, accesories, make-up etc etc.

i screw things up again. hai =(
toodles people <3

2007-01-23T06:38:00.000-08:00

things for stuck up again. =(
im sorry

& i cry to myself
toodles people

2007-01-23T06:18:00.000-08:00

things got stuck up once again. im sorry =(

i don't know why either. everything seems to be my fault again. for the harsh words i've mentioned, im sorry. i din wan things to turn out this way either. you need alot of time to recover and i promise you, i will always be there with you through everything. sorry for hurting you so much. maybe all along was all my fault. im changing for the better now. i hope its not too late. sorry for everything. just hope nothing bad happens again. i wan u to haf a nice friday and saturday (:

i cry to myself
toodles people!

2007-01-22T04:15:00.000-08:00

gawddd.
finally im meeting up mummy tmrrrr x)
hoho, i misss her like crazy la (:

hello! i did nth at all today at home! muwahaha. its so nice to be watching vcds all day (: but then good days will be over soon. the horrifying day will come soon. which means im getting my results soon la. i don't even dare to think cause i have no confidence in doing well :x & i don wan to disappoint mom too. may god bless me (:

i cleared up all my junk n my cupboard alr. the feeling is damn shiok. everything is dust free! hehe. new yr is just next mth! im so excited cause i will be meeting all my cousins, friends and everyone! then i gain a few pounds cause i will keep on eating. :x

anyw the above pics are all my colleagues! and they are the crazy bunch and wild ones. i loveeee you guys (:

toodles people!
baby jia you in ur hw ok? <3

2007-01-21T22:00:00.000-08:00

everything is back to the normal (: thanks dearest!

this few days have been really hard on me and dear. we both were going thru the hardest part of our r/s. glad that we pulled thru and thou at times we both wanted to let go but we still din (: loveeee you dear!

omg! i actually ate so much this few days! i cant believe that im eating mac almost everyday la! so tempted by their potato wedges. haha and i simply cant resist! i had mac for lunch ytd noon and at night, mom packed chicken wings back for us! & i cant resist the temptation so i ate one. and after which i had small lil bars of time out and mars. fucking fat can. =x alright time for some diet alr!

my knee is getting better i guess? doctor says i need to rest well and not strain too much. i also need to take in food which has high in calcium to bulid up my knee. but i cant stand for too long if not i will suffer knee pain again! =x today i wasted one whole morning to go for the x-ray thingy and turned out everything was fine (: but i could haf used the while morning for my beauty slp.

anyw im watching gong again! kaos, its so damn nice and it keeps me watching moreee and moreeee x)

im returning back to work on wed. and no moreee time to watch my gong. but im getting my pay on thur!!!! which means shopping spree. and mom agreed to sponser me money for my CNY clothings and stuff. so damn happy! i lovee you, mom! plus hula & co jus rang me up to call me to go down for interview tmr at 1pm. im pondering whether i shld quit GAP or still stay on =S
cause working in GAP is really stressful. plus my knee isnt that good. maybe i'll jus head for hula&co if im hired. but i will miss alll my colleagues! =(

i shall see how bout it
dear is having her netball match today
i loveee you, dear. all the way (:

toodles people!
i loveee dear and my life now!

2007-01-20T07:05:00.000-08:00

i had a fun day with dearest, xiaoyin, vivien, peggy, cindy and qianying! (:

went off to meet dearest aft her netball and we went her hse. she showered and got prepared while i waited for her. then we went jurong point to meet the rest. on th way, me and dearest had a little conflict but was resolved (: im sorry =( we headed to take th train next to sentosa for photo-taking. the train ride was long and i had a small tiff with dearest again. i was really sad bout it and i texted michy and we had a talk. im so glad i felt better (: thanks dear! dearest came over and appologised and of course not to make things worst, i patch up with her.

we took the monorail express to sentosa. and damn those banglas they are really arse! they can be so sua-ku to not even alight and keep on sitting in the train and take pictures. kaos ehs! went siloso and omg the place changed so much! the beach was so damn fucking nice, i swear! and i loveee the beach loads and trucks! shall call people for tanning soon. tanning anyone? i wanna go siloso!!!! =DDDD but the RAIN spoil everything and got us drenched! omg, we were so sad and we went back to vivo city for window shopping. freezing cold la :x

walked ard, well nth much la. and then walk all the way till habourfront centre when they still thought its vivo la! LOL -.- qianying came and find us after her stuff and we walked and walked and walked. bought lots of stuff to eat and we went to the sky garden! they got themselves so wet and they took a longg time to dry themselves while me and dearest went to Daiso to walk ard. then we headed to cab to dearest hse. (:

had the forever so nice cupe noodles (: *yummy* its been sooo long since we all gather and eat cup noodles. hahas. well, im gonna ton at dearest hse next sat and sun!!!! so anticipating for it =DDDD

i missss all my colleagues! haven been going work for like 3-4 days? on mc lor, hahas cause of my damn kneee. i miss u guys all! i'll be back soon alright? *misses* =)

alright im so happy (:
and i hope everything will be th same forever
i loveeee dearest! =D

2007-01-19T07:20:00.001-08:00

i love you (: #89

i remember when we first know each other. the first msn conversation we had was really nice and fun. then we got each other's number and we began to text each other. we started to wave madly at each other when we see each other in school. *i miss doing that* and then i was then your "dearest" and you were mine "dearest" too. everyone thot we were tgt but then we weren't but thats how our story started out (: i remember our first chat on phone, we were really asking each other funny questions and our highest record was 7am in the morning! our story finally started out on 22nd may'06 on the very day of my best gf b'dae (:

our r/s by then was known by our friends and your friends. every sat after your netball, you will always meet me and we will go for movie or head to your house. we made our very first ring. every lil thing of ours was just so sweet. and i enjoyed every moment with you alot. no matter we go your house or movie or even a short lunch. i still rmb our swensen trip, we had so much fun and i got myself very full! by then we had our lil diary where we keep our daily events and we hand over to each other every 2 weeks. i lovee the diary (:

although we started to quarrel alot, but i really love you. i've nvr thot of letting you cause i love you alot. we did silly things and we teared alot for each other. but then deep down we know that we love each other alot. honestly i've nvr wanna end our story since the day we started. cause i've nvr love someone so much before. i just wanna do everything with you. and everytime i tear, u will always hug me tight and dry my tears for me. and you will always remind me nvr to rub my eyes. i love all your hugs. cause when you hug me, i feel loved (: *quarrels are just small things that will bring us closer, and everytime when we quarrel i feel so pain inside. and everytime those harsh words that come outta mouth, i really nvr meant it and i hope you don take it to heart *

we had our first breakup. i was really upset and i really teared alot. cause i din wan to let u go but since u suggested for us to be better, i'll go by it. &&& i told myself i will still love you. maybe it will be better and i will always wait for you. we broke up for ard 1mth and we had our patch back. but then things werent very good. our quarrels came in more and more. we teared more. and school started for you and you were having your very impt yr.

jaslyn, everything i've typed here is for you. im sorry for being such a stubborn ass in the past, and i i've learnt alot. and i will change for your sake cos i really love you alot. i know you've been stressed out by schoolwork and everything. im sorry. i really don wan us to end and don wan our story to end. cause when i see being sad, my heart is in pain. i love you with no regrets (:

2007-01-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

2007-01-19T05:40:00.000-08:00

went back to wwss today. i really miss school and all my gfs alot!

people were like staring at me and qianying like we were some weirdo in school. and i saw the sec ones. they look so pesky! and i saw juliana (: and michy baby! i miss the both of them! we went "touring" ard the school. wanted to find miss sim but she wasnt in la, she went for lunch and so we went other places to tour. i also saw mr sexy! =D then went to sit down in the canteen and i saw MISS SIM! run to her like mad and we went talking away (: miss her so much!

everything in the school reminds me of my life is school last time! i really miss the times we had together. if we have cca fair, we'll all be so mad and run ard, taking other's cca brochures and stuff. then we'll just keep shouting and snatching the sec ones! wahaha and its like so fun. we'll be the most bitchest gang making so much noise and having so much fun at the same time. and when its time to pack up, everyone runs away! =D

i saw shikin! she hugged me so tight! *chill out at holland v soon ok?* i love shikin! &&& and i saw my lil boy, elton. still as small as ever! and i gave him 1/2 a hug so tightly. even qianying agrees that he is cute! (: then we went off kinda early cause qianying had smth on, and i went home to slp (:

3 more days to the 22nd (: i miss times we had tgt. i miss all your hugs and when you say "i love you". i miss you alot. when will you be back? ='(

2007-01-17T06:20:00.000-08:00

godddd
i was woken up by the pain in my knee
i couldn't take it anymore and went crying
i was so worried smth bad will happen =(

after awhile the pain went off i managed to go back to slp. but mom came in and woek me up for work and the pain comes again till i cant walk. so mom decided to bring me to the doctor's. waited damn long and by the time the pain has subsided. but then came back again. went home, took my medicine and slept till 3plus. i rang mummy up and went out to meet her since my knee is better (=

it'll always be till the end (=
toodles <3

2007-01-16T04:14:00.001-08:00

just got home not long ago, i finished work very early today. so i decided to head home cause im working full shift tmr! =( i hope ling comes back tmr so i can go home with her, if not i'll be alone :(

work was tiring. i din slp well last night. so i ended up waking up late again. and i rushed and managed to chase for my bus which is so auntie. lol. i wasnt late. *phew. xinren was even later and i even helped him to punch in. :x if im found out doing this, im gonna be so dead. i ate alot in the morning. had gultinous rice&small bao, den nasi lemak. den lucnh i ate even more! cup noodles, nasi lemak, chicken wing and bread. i couldn't resist my temptation la! and break today was only 45mins :( im really getting fatter and fatter. boooo! gym anyone?

feeling down again. last night had a breakdown. don't know why also. maybe i missed them too much. and i feel that i drifted so much from them. how i wish time would go back to where we enjoyed ourselves and where we were as close as one :(
im feeling so sick. kinda tired. i miss you, but seems like everything is like back. i just need you to understand me.

so many things came crashing down on me. maybe 2007 isnt a good year afterall :(

toodles <3

2007-01-16T04:14:00.000-08:00

2007-01-15T07:54:00.000-08:00

i miss them :(
hai ...

2007-01-15T07:44:00.000-08:00

was listening to some songs. well the songs are actually kinda emo kind. and i got a little emo here and there. somehow i started to miss everyone ard me esp my clique (:

it seems like after everyone started working, we met up less often. even wad we called the most impt meeting date (8th) was somehow cancelled due to our hectic work. i miss all the times we had tgt as the 4 of us would go mad tgt, shopping like some crazy babes, laughing out very loudly and doing alot of stupid stuff tgt. those were the times that i really enjoyed with your. but ever since work came into each and every of our lives, everything between us drift apart. sometimes i feel that am i the one that has drifted so much from all of them? cause my work time is diff from them. & sometimes after work, i would head home straight cause i would be so tired.

i miss all the 3 of them. those were the days. i miss you guys badly :(

toodles people <3

2007-01-13T06:34:00.000-08:00

heyy everyone ! im back from being MIA for soooo long ! im here to appologise for being MIA for so long. and i know my dear readers do miss my post and me alot ya? :D

work today! so tiring. cause some stuff happened at work place and now everything is sorta settled la. i don't know also. i'll just pray and hope they will be fine from everything now. but if they still don't learnt their lessons then i shall forget bout worrying for them. due to this matter, i only slept for 3 hrs last nite and i went this morning! tsk tsk i just hope they will really change and learnt from their mistake. (: we do regard you as our dearest colleagues but when you did such stuff, you went away without a word. left all of us with a big doubt on mind. when the truth reveals, u didn't want to admit cause you wanted your pride and your reputation. im utterly disappointed in you as a friend. maybe you guys just don't learnt. =(

i worked till 3 today and jaslyn and pris came to find me! &&& thanks jaslyn thats really very very sweet of you (: we went to eat and we waited for may to come and we went walking ard at far east for my clothes. i need them for the dxo night. then we left to jaslyn's hse and chill out tgt. may left early and i stayed till 1o and i left. cause i was really tired.

im soooo in love with the song- irreplacable ! everyone just go and check this song out. its really nice. and whenever this song is play in our shop, everyone gets so high (: so people must check out this song ok? :D

irrplacable (:

2007-01-11T08:37:00.000-08:00

im lost and confused, part of my mind is in a mess and very confused. i don't wanna give up. cause i fought for so long, 8 mths and i shed much tears for it. i don't wanna give up just like that. i just hope you will know how i was feeling. maybe i don't wanna blog so often. just maybe a random post sometimes. shall see how my mood goes.

& i don't wanna give up (:

2007-01-10T06:26:00.000-08:00

went for a shopping spree ytd in town! i was so satisfied with myself cause i bought most of the things i wanted. and now i can strike off a few items in my wishlist (: went with mummy and we went tcc for high tea and we had so much fun taking pics in there. and my heels was killing me a little but i managed to bear with it thru thr whole day. i wanna go for more shopping please! &&& i loveeee my mummy! :DDD

2007-01-03T04:22:00.000-08:00

today is my most happiest day working! i went work at 930 and left at 3 when im supposed to be released frm work at 7! :DDD i just cant stop laughing =)))))))

this morning, housekeeping we were being scolded by Jeff. we all know all that he under alot of stress and so we try to cooperate with him (: then we had really very few customers today. and i guess our sales was really very lousy. so i worked worked worked till 2 plus and i told winnie that i will go for my break at 3pm then she was like okay. then Jeff asked me to replenish stocks.

winnie: LayChen u can go back at 3.
me: really?
winnie: yes
me: u kidding me?!
winnie: no *walks away*
me: * jumps and runs to juli like mad* hahas

yeah! and so me and juli went to eat crystal jade all treated by her. i promise to treat her back when i getr my pay (: then her gf came and we went far east cos she wanted to dye hair. so we went window shopping and settled down at gelare waffle for a drink. i was too full so i din buy any drink. while they had ice cream and drinks. i went to find eunice to tok. then her gf left and she went up the salon to dye hair.

she was so sad cos she dyed dark blue but the colour wasnt obvious. LOL and the person beside me even asked whether juli dyed black?! hahas GEI SI TA LE! well and si fei zhu texted me after which and i cabbed down to her hse. mun and kohs left by then :(

toodles people!
i love working (:

2007-01-02T06:44:00.000-08:00

i guess im too stressed up by many things that happened recently. my dark rings are appearing again. =( actually i don't know myself either .

just went vivo city with my family. surprisingly right? we rarely go out as one whole family cos my dad is busy with work everyday. went to have a walk cos by the time we reached there, most of the shops are closed alr. all thanks to my dearest daddy who wanted to watch his show and den we left the hse at 8pm! we still dropped by ah ma's hse and pass her things before we head to vivo. well i din get to go Candy Empire! i wanna get the candies in there!!!! =( damn, i shall go one fine day.

i hope i will be fine soon. im just so tired out by many things. all of my personal problems. my work life and love life. everything is kinda settled for my work stuff. i just hope nothing goes wrong for me anymore. im really too tired to face all the troubles im facing at work alr. hope things will really get better (: my love life aint any better. things are getting outta hand. and im tired to mention them. i jus hope things will be better also. a new year, everything shld haf a new start yupp? i hope my luck changes.

am i being over nervous? ever since the dream of me getting 33 pts for o's im now seriously worried. hard work pays off? thats wad people tell me. but now im really worried. i don't know la i just hope i don't fail. i wanna get into a poly. may god bless me (:

daddy is getting me a new handphone for my b'dae! muacks to daddy :D finally i can get a new phone. hope to get N73 lah. i like the phone and function or any other flip phone. (:

new yr, a brand new start and i just hope everything will have a nice and happy ending (:

dear god, if im a good girl
will u bless me and make my wish come true?
if u will, i promise i will be a good girl (:

2007-01-02T00:57:00.000-08:00

sometimes when u really wan to treasure and cherish someone, the feel won't be the same anymore =(

much of wad happen in the past was my fault. i din learn how to treasure and cherish you. maybe i took you for granted and took our love for granted. everything i took for granted. we've been thru so many big & small quarrels tgt and nevertheless everytime we managed to make it up. i still rmb when u used to hug me real tight. the kind of feeling is definetely not everyone could get to feel. i love it when you hug me ard ur arms. after every quarrel, u wil always hug me that tight & i won't feel very blessed (:

everything changed for now. no more that kinda blessed hugs anymore. maybe it is karma that is happening to me. i wanted to cherish and treasure u so much at the moment. when i thought everything would be alright and when i thought i could tell u everything when u come back, i was wrong. i could feel that the special feel is somehow gone. im hurt and sad. i blame myself for not being able to cherish u more and took u for granted. all these were too late cos when i really love and cherish you, everything turned away frm me. i don't know how i could make things turn back for now. all i just need is one more moment to cherish u tightly in my arms. thats all i ask for you.

to you:
if you happen to read this, don't blame yourself cause everything from the start wasn't your fault but mine =( i just wanna tell u how much i love u.

sorry to my dear readers, be it my gfs or whoever, i will be MIA for a period of time. till then i will be back (:

sorry, i love you

2007-01-01T06:35:00.000-08:00

booo! i was sick ytd and all the way till today =(

actually was supposed to work full shift but mattew changed it for me till morning shfit due to my personal problems. its getting ard the shop for that matter. well i don wanna mention it anymore or explain to anyone anymore cos i don see any need to for now. im sorry my dear colleagues but if ur happen to know wad happen, pls do me a favour by keeping it secret frm those who don't. the matter is spreading ard till im really stressed bout it. i hope bad things will faster go and good things will come (:

just slept my day thru cos was feeling kinda sick to do anything. hope by tmr im ok, cos im visiting si fei zhu cos she just got back frm phuket. and im having my off day tmr. &&& i need to bank in my cheaque so i can go shopping for my shoes and clothes! im running outta clothes alr.

school's starting for my junoirs, hope u guys enjoy schooling. (:

for me, life still goes on and everyday i will work. i jus hope that when results come out, everything will be fine. i dreamt that i got 33 points for o levels! im really very scare now. i just hope i can get a 19 or 18. i hope i don fail and i can go on to poly. since the dream, i felt so worried. :x

alrighty im off (:
toodles people!

2006-12-31T21:56:00.000-08:00

booo! its 2007 alr! time passes so fast and here goes a new yr alr. thinking back 2006 was definetely was nice one also (: with lotsa memories i could nvr forget. ;)

i met alot of people in 2oo6 and they made great impact in my life (:
and i really thank them for being part of my life now. =D

firstly elton my godson. i found him during the sec 1 orientation last yr. being the leader for their class i was really glad and happy to have them with me cos they were really the super fun ones. we had it thru so much just to prepare ourselves for the camp fire and everything turned out well and i was really happy for them. im glad they had this united spirit that no other classes could haf. thanks 1H. and elton was then a super duper nice lil boy, i rmb when i was sick he brought barley water for me(: and it was contained in this nice waterbottle. thanks boy ;)

secondly was jaslyn (: thanks for all the love u showered me for the past 6 mths. when our story first started on 22o5o6 i was really happy. u were the one who doted on me alot. and no matter how many quarrels we used to haf, u will still give in to me no matter wad and how. even thou we had many times of breaking up and patching back but our love still stay strong. thanks for giving me such wonderful memories. really love you (:

my colleagues (: they really rawk my working life alot. esp : jolene,amanda,ben,mattew,juli,eleen. these people really stood by me when times were really down. and thanks for being part of my life cos u r always the special ones. and to my baby mabel, thanks for the cup and may our frenship stays strong even thou u resigned (: i must really thank them for everything. cos if not for them, i wouldn't enjoy working so much. thanks!

the special and memorable events (:

my 16th birthday was a blast! i received alot of gifts and presents frm my friends and loved ones. thanks for all the presents and love u guys showered me. thanks for standing by me. thanks for making my 16th birthday a nice one! i really love u guys lot.
esp: lovers! we came for ard 1 yr and i do really hope our friendship continues to stay on and on till we grow old. i nvr regret knowing u guys cos ur made a really big impact in my life. i love u girls and forever we shall be our LOVERS! (:

the CNY steamboat with my foko momos and the stay over at woods hse was the best! we really enjoyed ourselves thru everything and gary lim was always the one making all of us laugh. for this yr CNY shall we haf another steamboat session? i miss all of u guys alot!

2oo6 is definetely a memorable ones.
i will never forget how we had so much fun together!
how we used to mug so hard for o levels.
i really hope we can all get into the courses we wanted.
may god bless all of us (:

for 2oo7, i haf my many wishes
i pray for the well being of my loved ones
loves my family more and more
hope lovers will always be as strong
my colleagues will love me more. hahas!
etc etc

too lazy to type out all. shall head for a nap now cos im tired again.
toodles people!
happy 2oo7!

2006-12-30T08:06:00.000-08:00

im really down on luck this few days =(

hai. so many things happened within this week and all happens to affect me so much. god is fair, everyone will definetely haf good times and bad times in life. well now is really my bad time. =( hope everything will go away. i mean bad ones and hope for 2oo7 my luck will improve bah. anyw thanks to my guy/girlfriends who stood by me. namely benjamin,jolene,mattew,amanda,juli,monster (:,mummy,noel,roy. special thanks to monster. (: thanks for helping me thru that matter. anything i'll ring u up =)

*bastard* thanks so much for spamming and pushing everything to me. i pray and hope that u will get ur retribution soon! i will rmb wad u did and said. i take it as i nvr ever treated u as a fren anymore! continue on trying to spam my reputation and u will see wad my frens will do to u. FUCK THE BASTARD !

im not angry anymore. just being emo now. very confused bout my personal stuff. i need a rest and so i rang up eleen and told her im not working tmr. im so tired and i need a rest. i jus hope things will turn out fine for me. *prays* gonna be strong no matter wad happens. i will just turn up for work tmr. (:

i loveee mummy. thanks for everything (: sorry for shouting at u jus now. i loveeee mummy ! u are indeed the one god has gave me. a special fren. *hugs*

im off to slp.
i will work tmr (:

2006-12-29T08:20:00.000-08:00

i just did a sinful thing and i pray hard that nth will go wrong. =x

work today. everyday, my life is like so dead. cos almost everyday i hafta work and aft work i will be like so tired =( no time to shop &&& im broke! haha so please don't jio me out for shopping yet ok. thou i know zara having sales now. haha. and work today is kinda tiring or shld i say damn tiring. but the morning was spoilt and i was traumatised. somethings happen and that could cause grave consequences and luckily i choose to leave.

bastard** rmb this para is just for you! firstly, i was NEVER interested in you! cause you are simply too disgusting! please DONT make assumptions and tell everyone that i was interested in you! &&& got a gf right? hong somemore la! i bet one day u will die cause i STRONGLY believe in karma ok! fck u horny bastard. & please if u haf time, go earn more money for braces! don't ever be a laughing stock. i guess i will die of laughter if u continue on. poor bastard. oh i just hope one day or maybe i just pray hard that u will NEVER ever get to be a MAN anymore! but maybe a eunch!

alright enough of my rantings. i loveee my colleagues. the ones who stood by me (: namely,
*amanda
*jolene
*benjamin
*mattew lover (:
*MUTHUUU~

to add on, not forgetting my gfs who were always there for me when i needed them most. my eunice baby, emiko mummy, cookie monster (: thanks for being there =) revenge time is back! we will do it tmr!!!! wahahaha and the BASTARD will get it tmr alright. a BIG surprise planned for you. JUST YOU!

i love working and hate at the same time. but i loveee my colleagues thats all i know and hate BASTARD like hell. well, u aint part of my friends now! fck off. thanks and i'll be glad

toodles people (:
nitey

2006-12-28T09:03:00.000-08:00

work today =x damn tiring but i was super high when work ended (:

the day started off quite fine. morning housekeeper was the one i hated most esp when josephine is in charge. she is so particular bout the dust and the cubes! so she really inspect them and make sure they are dust-free. &&& luckily today she din inspect really closely cos i was being too lazy and i din manage to wipe the inside of the cubes. i seriously don't get their idea of cleaning the inside, i mean which customer would come and see whether there is dust inside? LMAO. well, GAP supervisors haf pea-sized brain =x

i became a runner again! hee. im so happy being one runner! cos i don't like to stand at one corner and rot but prefer running ard thou my legs ache at the end of the day. but i still love being a runner (: we had really lil customers in the morning but the sales went up gradually (; which is good la if not i won't be home so early. btw today is a visiting day! khoo fang came to visit me (: its been long since i last saw her. she's still the same old khoo fang. shall catch up and chill out one day yah? &&& woody hein came to visit me too. LOL he couldn't make his way to the bus stop behing wisma cos it was pouring so heavily and so he came and find me to tok! so while toking i intro some clothes to him, hopes he buy soon (: then we sat there and read magazines while i run ard and after that he went off .

i had late lunch today! ate only at 3pm. i was super duper hungry and winnie couldn't release me for break cos we were short handed. and if we are short handed, then why don't they wanna hire more people?! so i say, GAP supervisors has pea sized brain! well thou the management sucks but the people there rawk (: i loveeee my colleagues and everyone of them so much! muacks! thanks for being part of my life (:

alright im tired, there's still work tmr!
toodles people!
nites (:

2006-12-26T09:10:00.000-08:00

boooo! work today =x very very tiring !!!!!! =(((( my legs are aching so badly! &&& my pumps spoilt! =((((((((

manage to get myself outta my bed today. and i was so lucky that on the way, there wasn't any traffic jams and i manage to get to work on time! =D had the usual stuff, and work starts =( &&& i promised benjamin i will work full shift if he allows me to be the runner. so he agreed to it. =)))) he's a damn nice fellow in GAP who nvr fails to "bully" me. LMAO but i still like him (: so i ran ard for half the day and the 2nd batch of people came in but wasn't alot la. short handed till one kind and i ran till one kind. well, everyone calls for me and not HER! lol i was rolling on the floor laughing. *evil grins*

but at times, we went in to storeroom to talk and slack. this is our way of working la. u can't be too tight up wad. must relax. so we went storeroom to use hp and tok thou there's this damn camera who is watching us all the time! but nvm la i jus hope they won't catch us. but winnie scolded many of us to stop playing thru the walkie talkie. =x me&zhuang slack alot. we helped each other by slacking and talking. but SHE went for break for like 1 and 1.2 hr?!? and damn HER, came up with a stupid excuse anyone of the idiots could give. anyw its her last day so i will jus let her be. NO ONE CARES HER EXISTENCE =/ im not being mean, but she is being too arrogant tha no one could stand her. alright enough of her.

but i din went for the 2nd break cos Jeff obviously forgot bout it and left me in the store and he went off! nvm i wasnt hungry cos i ate KFC during lunch. so at times, i'll jus sneak in for water and out for talking and running. had so much fun wtih zhuang and his x'mas eve. LMAO. me&simon happened to haf the same thoughts! haha, how great can this be? zhuang, even ur good bro thinks like me too (: accept the fact bahs. =))))) i was damn high all the way thru work and i din feel tired even thou o slept at 3am and woke up at 730am! hahas. maybe its jut my day for work la. (: i love my colleagues!

mabel came today! i missed her so much lah! she nvr change at all. still her. i love her so much and miss her like hell. since she left, i haf one less person to tok too and oso to gossip and slack. =( but im happy at the same time she's happy with her new working enviroment which doesnt stress her out too much and gets her crying. i will miss u even more baby (: be back for new yr countdown tgt! =)

alright my eyes are tired, so am i. im shopping tmr! anyone?

toodles people
nites (:
i loveeeee my colleagues! =D

2006-12-25T04:16:00.000-08:00

booooo! i jus woke up =/ i went to ton at town ytd (:

alright let me start with ytd stuff. met up with mummy ard 1 plus and we took bus to TANGS and we headed to wisma first. went to GAP and saw my colleagues who are working. went there to claim my taxi fare as well. (: but josephine went for lunch and i couldn't find her so i hafta come back again. &&& i saw toffee boy who is holding on to my toffees! (: *yummys* then we headed to taka. i had my lunch and after which we headed back to far east. to find my dearest eunice (:

it was drizzling and everyone uses the damn underpass and obviously it was so packed with people! we had to squeeze our way thru! LMAO. after we reached, as usal we crapped and talk bout stuff. had GELATO belgium choco ice cream again! then i had quick bite aka toriQ for dinner and mango lingo! omg, i ate so much lah!!!!! time for diet alr =x then woods and chang came along and we joked ard and stuff.

highlight!!!! i went to the washroom with mummy. brought my phone along. then when i was pee-ing i left it on top of the toilet paper thingy and u forgot bout it! when i reached the escalator i was rmb and i ran back! i found nth and den when i asked this lady who was drying her hands, she gave me back my phone! omg i was so lucky la! she wanted to give it to the information counter!!!! lucky me! i swear im nvr gonna leave my hp anymoreeee =x

then we waited for fui to finish work and we headed to heeren. waited damn long for gary, kelly and keng sia. so we decided to head to cine first. went to the kopitiam and founs seats. eunice ate and woods had a drink. then gary, kelly and keng sia came along. we went outside and 3,2,1 MERRY X'MAS!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D then poor keng sia, he was being sprayed upon the most and he has got craz ribbons and foam all ard! LOL. den we headed to xing wang for a drink. had ice milk tea and i couldnt finish it, wasted my 2.90! =x alright things happen in between and i dun wanna mention it. woods and fui left to woods hse and me and mummy stayed due to her legs.

then me and mummy were with nicholas, norman and frens. then they had to leave for movie and so happen that one of their frens, melvin wasn't watching so he decided to stay and acc us. LOL. and we sat at the 6th level of cine! till ard 5 plus we went outta cheers and waited for them to finish their movie. we tok and crapped till 7 and we went to take 190 to 163 to eat the kou kou noodles! ok la was stil ok not really very nice. and ivan was so damn funny when he laughed and he got everyone laughing! then we headed to take the bus and left for home.

i showered the moment i came home. and i went to bed after that. omg, im still tired but very HUNGRY!!! i wanna find food to eat. argh~

i love my zhou jia lots! they brought me life and light to my life. after watching the video mummy made and post it on her blog, i was so touched! &&& every moment zhou jia spent tgt flashed thru my mind! i will nvr ever forget u guys! namely yvonne,tony and mummy. just like the song "one more moment". we all jus need this ti cherish each other. our 7 yrs of frenship will nvr ever end. (: *smoochies*

btw mun and kohs din joined us cos they had to work the very next day and i missed them hell lots too! *loves and hugss* meet up on countdown for new yr ok! (:

alright thats bout all. (:
i love my life

2006-12-23T20:39:00.000-08:00

booo! i jus woke up. =) so excited for later ton at wood's hse. i lied to mom that im gg for chalet if not im nvr gonna be able to ton at wood's hse. sorry mom =x i hope u don't ever get to read this. LMAO

hope i will jaf fun hitting those banglas! hahas. i know im ecil but they are worse ok! &&&i cant see anything now cos i din put on my contacts and im lazy to wear my specs. lol.

be back people!
toodles (:

2006-12-23T10:56:00.000-08:00

booooo! today is finally x'mas eve! (: ho ho ho. and tmr is X'MAS alr!!!!! time pass so fast! &&& 2oo7 will be coming soon!!! omg, i actually still cant believe that i've finished my secondary school life =) but its like so short? =( miss all my friends for sure

btw, si fei zhu went phuket alr! take care and rmb my present! hope u'll enjoy (:

work today. i went to si fei zhu's hse beforehand to take money. then i left to orchard and bought my RED bag and chiong to work! phew! and still i was late for 4 mins. damn it lah, i hope they don't check the clock in card, if not im sure gonna die! =x started work directly aft eleen's briefing. and siewling&my locker's keys were gone la! don't know which gondu took our locker and took away the key somemore! we were so fed-up and we had to find some locker to share. damn suay.

was stationed at ladies denim again! haha i just loveee the ladies denim cos i get to run ard and get jeans for the customers. yipeeeee! =))) customers were like non stop. kept on coming and i was like so busy la. but "thanks" to someone la. who is super-duper-mega-ultra proud of herself that she can talk VERY well in front of the customers, give HER opinion and GIVE customers suggestions, thinks that her english is A1 standard, tinks that she is the SUPERVISOR, thinks that she owns a handsome BF which is NOT AT ALL! damn bitch! i hate her. nah, not me. everyone in GAP hates or dislike her so much that everyone talks behind her back bout her. so see how irritating she is. well, i was pissed when she kept on interferring my customers and when she was supposed to be the ladies runner. meaning when i need her i will CALL for her and not she can come as and when she like to SNATCH my customers and hao lian. BITCH !

so i went for break ard 4 plus. had the expensive beehoon! bought it frm food republic since i was alone and i din wanted to go taka for toriQ so i just bought it frm upstairs and cost me freaking $5! then after break was at the ladies t-shirt shop. kept on folding clothes and serving ppl. running ard for stocks cos i won't call the BITCH for stocks. today it din pissed me off. cos everything was so neat and no one messed up the store. so when we closed we had much lesser things to do and so we gossip ard again! hehe so much fun la.

then we had this new comer named, julie. she's a butch anyw. so i shall just name he. LOL. and everyone was commenting "hey u look so much like eleen!" hahas. but eleen's voice not as gentle as julie's. LMAO. great! =D i find us so united and julie treated me to choco and i was so greedy that i ate 3 at a go. after awhile i found my throat dry and itchy and resulted in flu and nw slightly sick. hope i will be fine later cos i wanna countdown with my gfs and mummy!!! =D gonna make a trip down to GAP later to claim my taxi fare. =)))

alright, im off to slp. my eyes are half closed now. -.- im dead tired.

nites people!
toodles! =)

2006-12-22T08:31:00.000-08:00

helloooo (: im still awake now. its 12.41am! lol. im so bored. cant get to sleep anyway. im working tmr !!!! and im working frm noon till midnight all thanks to the midnight sale la. =x
anyw if u guys popping by to GAP at wisma next time to see me, do text me or ring me up to check whethe im working on that day cos many of my gfs went there and couldnt see me! i was either off or in the store packing the jeans! =x

oh yah, congrats to mabel as well, she got her levi's job at shaw house. do keep in contact girl (; love ya real lots &&& its fun having u with me everytime ((:

x'mas eve is jus tmr! im so excited bout the night out we gonna haf la! omg. we'll gonna enjoy hitting those damn bangalas with my waterbottle if they do touch me anywhere! *hates* im not being racist but some banglas are really perverts! =x mummy is joining us for the night at wood's hse ((: hope monster comes too (; &&& to yvonne darling, i have not forgotten u! happy staying in Shanghai enjoying your x'mas there! be back fast uhs. *loves*

toodles people!
i'll blog again if im bored later ok ((:

2006-12-22T05:11:00.000-08:00

booo! i din attend work today cause i was off =)

so i decided to meet up with si fei zhu, she wanted to get her hair cut so we went to sunshine place. couldn't drag myself up today cos i was too tired alr. so aft preparing i went to meet si fei zhu & khoochienying. i was late but they din hurry me (: and so aft cutting hair, we went to vivien's(qingfu) hse and went to find her for lunch. we decided to go lot one to eat suki sushi!
&&& the service is bad! booo!!!

firstly they wanted us to show our student pass if not they will charge us by adult price. so i told the waitress that i will show her IC. and she fucking don allow. they can check it thru year right? wad's the difference?! & they are like so fussy bout it. the difference between IC and student pass its jus the colour and some details lah! how irritating can they get?! and they pissed me off so much! so i was being charged the adult price while si fei zhu,khoochienying&vivien were charged at student price! student price is $17 and adult price is $23! wasted my fucking $5! T.T i was thoroughly broke after eating. we left to si fei zhu's hse after eating.

the bus ride was long and comfy. i slept all the way thru cos i was really very damn tired. i slept so deep when i woke up i was actually kinda awake and not that tired. &&& i bought RED nail polish alr! i apply on my nails le! so nice can =) this is the first time i successfully applied my nails so nicely! haha i love my nails =D

we finally get everything cleared up in her room! feel so satisfied! haha and aft that we slacked ard, smth bad happened but everything is fine now (: cheer up si fei zhu =D im waiting for my mac delievery now!!!! super-duper-hungry !!!

toodles people! (:
off to eat my mac alr (:

2006-12-21T08:18:00.001-08:00

hey! im back from town! but im tired =(

alright i woke up today with a very bad headache! spoil my mood for the morning. stephanie mummy texted me right in the morning when im still in my sweet dreams asking me whether i wanna head town to meet her. since i din attend work and i have nothing to do at home i shall go and meet her for window shopping (:

i met up with her at mango lingo and i saw my eunice baby! she's back frm genting! yippeee and this sunday we'll gonna enjoy ourselves! =DD mummy and me wanted to wallk ard and so i happen to see the necklace that i like. i bought it for 5 bucks! haha. then i saw a RED bag for 32 bucks! hahas and lastly RED pumps for 20 bucks! im gonna get them all by tmr! i love red now. im a red pig -.- RED RED RED ! =))

after which we went for dinner. had ban mian! so damn nice lah. then we left to cine and it was pouring. but thanks to mummy's umbrella we managed to get to cine w/o getting drenched. LOL. we met up with monster and this time was his turn to eat. so we as usual crap and laugh until one kind with the "shake ke ba la ba la" thingy. then we headed to walk ard. crap and i kept on laughing at mummy cos she is damn cute! plus with monster ard, omg i can really die from laughing alr. so we head to heeren and after awhile we headed to plaza sing.

on the way, i had my 2nd cup of GELATO ice cream. i bought it outside centrepoint. the 1st cup was from mango lingo. they are selling GELATO ice cream now. so nice and healthy (: must buy and try ok! its really nice. its 99% low fat can!!! so no matter how many cups i eat i wont get really fat. LMAO.after that we continue walking to plaza sing. wasn't that far nor near lah.

went arcade. they played while i stood and look. and i saw this girl, she looked like a guy! i mean she had a guy's face and she wore super duper short mini skirt and was dancing the arrow thingy! omfg and i was observing her as she dance lah, thou she's great but then her looks and her thighs make me disgusted. omfg i don wan to rmb her face ! lol.

after that we left ad took 190 back home. i laughed for half the journey cos of mummy! she was so so so urber cute and i couldnt tahan her actions. i can die from laughing whenever im with her. and finally home sweet home! urber tired. jus wanna fall flat on my bed right now (:

sweet dreams people!
toodles =))

2006-12-21T08:18:00.000-08:00

hey! im back from town! but im tired =(

alright i woke up today with a very bad headache! spoil my mood for the morning. stephanie mummy texted me right in the morning when im still in my sweet dreams asking me whether i wanna head town to meet her. since i din attend work and i have nothing to do at home i shall go and meet her for window shopping (:

i met up with her at mango lingo and i saw my eunice baby! she's back frm genting! yippeee and this sunday we'll gonna enjoy ourselves! =DD mummy and me wanted to wallk ard and so i happen to see the necklace that i like. i bought it for 5 bucks! haha. then i saw a RED bag for 32 bucks! hahas and lastly RED pumps for 20 bucks! im gonna get them all by tmr! i love red now. im a red pig -.- RED RED RED ! =))

after which we went for dinner. had ban mian! so damn nice lah. then we left to cine and it was pouring. but thanks to mummy's umbrella we managed to get to cine w/o getting drenched. LOL. we met up with monster and this time was his turn to eat. so we as usual crap and laugh until one kind with the "shake ke ba la ba la" thingy. then we headed to walk ard. crap and i kept on laughing at mummy cos she is damn cute! plus with monster ard, omg i can really die from laughing alr. so we head to heeren and after awhile we headed to plaza sing.

on the way, i had my 2nd cup of GELATO ice cream. i bought it outside centrepoint. the 1st cup was from mango lingo. they are selling GELATO ice cream now. so nice and healthy (: must buy and try ok! its really nice. its 99% low fat can!!! so no matter how many cups i eat i wont get really fat. LMAO.after that we continue walking to plaza sing. wasn't that far nor near lah.

went arcade. they played while i stood and look. and i saw this girl, she looked like a guy! i mean she had a guy's face and she wore super duper short mini skirt and was dancing the arrow thingy! omfg and i was observing her as she dance lah, thou she's great but then her looks and her thighs make me disgusted. omfg i don wan to rmb her face ! lol.

after that we left ad took 190 back home. i laughed for half the journey cos of mummy! she was so so so urber cute and i couldnt tahan her actions. i can die from laughing whenever im with her. and finally home sweet home! urber tired. jus wanna fall flat on my bed right now (:

sweet dreams people!
toodles =))

2006-12-18T08:03:00.000-08:00

booo! im dead tired right now. i shall head for my lovely bed after blogging =)

work today. i managed to wake up at 8 la. and i wasn't sleepy. haa. praise me ok? LMAO. i happily walked to the bus stop and took my 190 and i wasnt late! hahas i reached there at 925 when im supposed to report at 930 lah. see im punctual ok! did house keeping and stuff and here we open the store. at first wasn't that good due to the rain but when the rain subsided, the customers came in one after one. i was real busy running here and there. finding the phone and checking other outlets for stock. then i need to run to the store room and check stock too. phew and finally the afternoon shift people came in and i went for lunch (: baby came to see me and she appologised to me bout ytd stuff but i was fine by then (:

i joined sheena and gang for lunch. we had our lunch madness! LOL. gossip here and there bout the you-know-who lah. the one that always flirt with new guys who came in or even all guys in our store even the cant-make-it JAKE! -.- LMAO. everyone was so happy laughing their ass off at her. i know im bad but i couldn't resist not gossiping moreover, my dear amanda was there lah and she was super duper cute! >.< then we headed to watson and went back to the pantry. bought famous amos (no nut choco chip) and shared with my dear amanda thou she only paid 2 bucks but its ok =) next time ur treat ok x)

work work work till 6 and i went off! but the rain was so damn heavy can? and i couldn't find any umbrellas ard or anyone to share so i ran to the bus stop. which seems like 2398991384 km away. and when i reached there, i was totally drenched. waited very long for 502 and finally it came but NO SEATS! my legs were aching so much. i stood all the way till it reach gek poh and si fei zhu came to fetch me. walked to her hse which is like 237u847349234km away and i was leg drenched! meaning my WHOLE shoe got real wet and then my shoe spoil somemore ok! so damn sad.

si fei zhu hse was in a mess! everywhere filled with boxes. had to make my way up to her rm. headed to help her. then after which we slacked in her room and on air con. that was cooling. and then we waited for si fei zhu and her parents to return frm their old hse cos they went to get things and we left. vien and me took cab home. i was real dirty and wish to faster get a shower. feel so refreshed after showering. and im closing my eyes sooon!!!! hahas im gg to sleeep alr. nites ! >.<

2006-12-17T06:07:00.000-08:00

booo! just finish my fish porridge which was supposed to be my dinner. yawns im tired after sleeping so much again. wahaha that explains why im a glamour PIG =))))

winnie called me jus now. congrats me im wokring full shift tmr!!! but now they change the reporting time till 930 alr!!! muwahaha. and im leaving at 6pm! winnie is so very the nice to let me go early. if eleen was the one who called, i tell you she's gonna scream my head off. LOL. after work tmr im going to visit si fei zhu at her new hse. helping her with her stuff. =) yay yay. i rather go somewhere to do work but i need not STAND. cos ever since i worked in GAP, i hate standing so much cos my legs ache so much after a day of standing! haa and in this way, sooner or later i will train out muscles alr. =x

just now when i was real bored. u know wad i did? i went to take out my mickey paper bag and inside contains every memories of my sec sch life. those lil gifts u received on graduation. and i stood there smiling and laughing at those times when we were in sec sch. time really flies im turning 17 next yr alr. wooh cant believe it either. but i miss my sec sch life alot even thou the school sucks and some teachers in there sucks but the friends i made rawk my life there. i can rmb alot of my memories frm sec 1 till sec 4. omg i've done so many silly things and i look damn nerd when i was in sec 1! can u believe it? i wore a kuku specs, with short hair and the hair is like kena chopped? and then i PINNED up my fringe and my skirt was long, i tucked in till 1 kind. i carried those kuku bags where u can find in markets. hahas!!!!!

i rmb we used to eat in class
i rmb we used to bicker alot with each other
i rmb we still made up after each quarrel
i rmb how we anit-miss sim (haha but not now, cos we love her)
i rmb how i look in sec 1
i rmb how we used to make mr chow angry during pe
i rmb how flying duster came along
i rmb how mischievious we were
i rmb how silly i was
i rmb how i run to cafeteria during recess
i rmb how we practised cheer leading
i rmb how we practise dancing
i rmb we used to make fun of miss karasi
i rmb our s&d
i rmb our FD and MR TEE!!!!
i rmb how we worked so hard for FD champion place
i rmb how eunice& i would share our food in class =x
i rmb having all of us pon sch tgt
i rmb all my SLs camp
i rmb class 4f`06
i rmb miss sim
i rmb mr sexy aka mr chua
i rmb how we mug in the library
i rmb how we tok back to arm pit hair
i rmb the last day in sch

my sec sch life with so much memories! i do love my beloved class 4f`06, SLs, my badminton junoirs, some of the teachers, my friends. i believe i will rmb them forever and forever they will always be in my heart. =))))

*ponders*

2006-12-17T00:35:00.000-08:00

booo! i din went for work today =x i was too tired and i couldnt get up so i jus slept my way thru. and i woke up at 230! haha. see how tired im.

i just finish watching the replay version of star awards. luckily i din go work today and i manage to catch it if not i wil miss this yr star awards alr. din manage to catch it last sunday due to work. & i plain forgotten bout it. alright julian is so handsome lah! btw, did i mention that GAP was having private party last fri? omg i saw julian he!!!! &&& he smiled at me lah!!! so handsome!!! i also manage to saw adam koo. he's fucking handsome can? the priavte party wasn't that entertaining either. was so bored lah cos hafta stand at the denim guys store and serve customers which is like 1 or 2? cause everyone is busy talking to each other. & the sales figure that night wasn't that good either. HAHA =x

i feel like playing mahjong now. or even chilling out with my gfs. but all of them are either busy or not in s'pore! eunice went genting alr! koh and mun tink just knocked off frm work? mummy is out with her mom. argh! everyone is MIA! i wanna go pretty pretty manicure and pedicure. cause my nails are so fulgy now! and im really lazy to remove and re-paint them lah. i rather pay and let someone do it and the results will turn out better. but is anyone free to acc me do nails?

si fei zhu is currently in her new hse. she's moving hse today! congrats~ right now she's cleaning up her hse and everything. and tmr she will officially be staying in her new hse! hope there'e house warming and then i can give her the penguin water dispenser that i intend to get for her for her house warming. shall find one day before she fly to go her hse for a overnight stay or smth. =)

i haven get ready all my xmas gifts yet. still left some. and i have alot of undone cards to do! i need to go and buy more cards at art friend alr. alright alright i don't know why either im so anticipating for this x'mas. haha. and daddy wanted me to go genting again for x'mas but nah i rejected him cos im gonna spend this yr x'mas eve with my gfs and bfs! i mean guyfriends! LOL.
hope it will be fun partying in town and wood's hse =)

all i want for x'mas is yooooouuu!

2006-12-16T07:01:00.000-08:00

shopping day for today ! so satisfied cos i bought most of the things i needed and wanted alr !!!!! wahaha. im like so damn happy and i just cant stop thinking bout x'mas eve night! =D but one thing that i hope to stop thinking bout is WORK! there's work tmr lah! i hate to work !!!!! =x

ok enough of my rantings. as for today, mummy was nice enough to acc me to everywhere to shop. but she was also going to check out smth so she rang me up this morning :
"hello, eh later wan to go town?"
"errm, ok lor. wad time?" (sleepy mode)
"1 can?"
"2 lah. i very tired. k byebye"(sleeping mode alr!)
so u guys can see how tired i really am. and how i long for my beauty sleep and dreams! haa. but nono, not for now. so i woke up ard 1 and i went to prepare. wanted to try on my new waist belt but today isn't the day so i went out with other clothes on instead. i was late and mummy was forever so patient waiting for me under my block. so off we went to town!

before that we went to withdraw money. i mean me. but the stupid POSB bank was CLOSED! and my POSB card was MIA so i hafta make my way down to the POSB which is at taka to get my $150 bucks withdrawn. so we mrt-ed down our way there and damn they journey was long but nevertheless it was filled with our chattering. i so hate kiasu people! how sarcastic can they be! argh!!!! we had a hard time finding the damn POSB and had a longggg wait. after which we headed to far east. and on the street we saw a rock band! haha. omg they were so loud with their instruments which aroused most of the crowd. we stood there awhile before we left to far east. actually the rock band was really great.

headed to find my dear eunice. she's working at mango lingo~ then we chatted awhile before we left to shop ard for my necklace. we decided to head to bugis since i was looking for smth cheap. took bus 7 and ZOOMED we reached! village had nth that catch my eye. so we left to junction and found the superman shop! i bought my tee there. it cost me freakin $19 ! cause the ones that cost $11 are left with no nice design. i took a black one and we headed to eat. we headed back to orchard again. cos of me. i needed to go heeren and stuff. mummy went back with me! thanks !!!! =D i got my crown hairband for 10 bucks? considered cheap alr. then i got my necklace and i was so elated!!!! cos i almost got everything i needed! oh yah btw, now then i realise that there are so many handicraft shops in taka and i bought a number of things frm art friend. which cost me less then 10 bucks. i got them for xmas card making. =D

we headed to find eunice. now then i know that we can top up our ez-link card at 7-11. i was like so kuku to know now! haha. oh yah ytd, when i was at work my dear girls came to find me! haha and i love and miss them so much that i gave both of them a tight hug! =D anticipating for xmas eve night girls! =))))

santa clus is coming to town~ (:
bon voyage eunice ! love ya and take care ok?
be back fast, i'll wait for the gifts!!!! =D

2006-12-14T03:49:00.000-08:00

MIA for soooo longg? pardon me, cause i've been busy working =x which really sucks at me =(

been sooooo busy working everyday! im soooo tired. i needdd a rest lah. finally i got my off day today. and i rested my day at home. working is REALLY never easy! i swear. and u really meet people of all kind. customers of all kind. and also supervisors of all kind. everyday i work till like 11 or 12 in the night. and when i get home i have no more energy to blog or do anything but sleeep! so there's no life at all. =x

i miss shopping sooo much! &&& i miss my girlfriends! everyone is soooo busy working and we hardly have time to meeet up. i wanna go shopping so much. cause i've been eyeing so many things and clothes that i like. and i wanna shop for x'mas gifts too! i must really get some day off and do all my shopping at one go. i wan i wan i wan!!!! i also wanna do manicure!!!! but why are my nails just so short? LOL.

im off alr. there's still work tmr! off to watch super star! =D

2006-12-02T07:36:00.000-08:00

a picture of myself that i took today. im smiling but thats a fake one. for now i cant even smile or laugh right from the bottom of my heart. & i will just put on a fake smile. been feeling down these few days because of some personal stuff that i don't wish to mention at all. i hope someday when i wake up, i can smile right from my heart (: i've learnt how to smile and not let tears fall.

2006-12-02T05:32:00.000-08:00

hello hi (:
i just went blog hopping around (: alright let me blog bout wad i did today.

i slept at 4 ytd but i manage to wake up at ard 1 plus today. and so after preparing i went to si fei zhu'se hse again! haha been going si fei zhu's hse to slack for the 2 whole days when im off =D bought cutlet rice as lunch for today. wasn't as nice as before anymore. their standard is dropping =x but still i couldn't finish as usual and i dump the rest. &&& the damn uncle gave me the wrong order! si fei zhu told him that i din wan coleslaw and change to fries instead but he din change! damn the uncle =/

we proceed on slacking. haha no big difference. im doing this for the past few days. just watched tv and all. ring up mom and decided to meet her up for dinner at jurong point. i had chicken rice but i couldn't finish it either. was too full from the day's lunch. mom bought the pumps i wanted to have. im saving up money to get the other pair. im greedy ! =D wahaha. then we headed to get some stuff and headed home. i was so damn tired that i slept thru the bus journey home. lmao.

daddy ordered KFC lehs! so tempting can? haha. im getting fatter and fatter le. but who cares? so i will just eat like wad pigs do (: i admit IM A PIG & IM PROUD OF IT (: there's zhou jia outing tmr! woots. im so happy to meet them lah. been ages since we went out as a "family". alright hopefully tmr i can bring my camera along and take lots of pics with them (:

toodles people ! (:

rotting day (:

2006-12-01T10:27:00.000-08:00

hello!
im off today frm work and so i spend a whole day at rotting my ass off at si fei zhu hse with HOxiaoyin, vivienQINGFU, shiminMEI &&& khoochienying! haha =D

i dragged myself outta my bed today. was dead tired. the night before i slept at 2 plus and i didn't had a good night sleep. i kept tossing and turning and finally i changed my sleeping position and i fell asleep at 3 plus. was supposed to wake up at 113o but i fell asleep and woke up at 1. aft much preparation and stuff i went out to si fei zhu's house. we met up with the rest under her hse and we went up.

started off to slack ard and watch tv. &&& slowly ended up si fei zhu fell asleep while we continue watching tv. khoochienying came afterwards which shocked most of us! haha i mean SHOCKED. hurhur. we played a few rounds of mahjong and we slacked as well. wento down to bu noodles back for dinner. after dinner we decided to walk to si fei zhu new hse to take a look at her new room. wow it was really my dream bedroom and house can! how i wish im rich lah =x we stayed for like 15 mins and headed to send khoochienying home! talk talk awhile and we went back to si fei zhu hse. slacked at there as usual. and again khoochienying shocked us by coming again! haha. how many times u wan to shock us? LOL. -.-

watched my fav show "chong shang yun xiao" and then we kept on eating. after the show i had to left alr. mom's nagging. so i went down and took a cab home. on the way, banana text me asking me to go MOS on 5th dec for the underage party. so i called up monster to ask too lah. &&& i too called up mummy to ask. in the end we decided not to go since we are all broke. =x LOL

its 245am right now and im still not asleep! omg. i've really been a night owl! im staying till 2 plus or 3 plus every night before i can even fall asleep on my bed lah! sheesh i must realli change the bad habit. haha i must continue to chiong my hk vcds. =DDD im going to ton at si fei zhu house along with HOxiaoyin, vivienQINGFU and khoochienying! haha and i bet it will be damn fun lah. im so anticipating for this ton!

oh yah btw BON VOYAGE woody hein mu chuan aka eunice's darling ! hope u come back fast and bring lotsa goodies for us! (: hurhur.

toodles people! im off! (:

2006-11-30T08:25:00.000-08:00

alright after being MIA for sooo long, im BACK! haha =D o levels finish not long ago. & i still cant believe that i finished my 4 years of secondary school edu! its really amazing. and i will definetely miss my girl/guyfriends,junoirs,besties,babes,teachers(some only =x) etc.... after surviving with them for like whole 4 years, i realised i didnt made the wrong choice into this school cause i made great friends! & i really love each and everyone of them (:

im currently working as a packer for GAP. im sure most of you would have heard of GAP. the store has outlets in vivo city,wisma and centrepoint. for centrepoint outlet, its going to be their first day tomorrow. and for wisma, it is opening on the 8th of dec. and im at the wisma outlet. & i can say that i love the working enviroment. everyone there is so friendly. i have really nice colleagues who are of the same age as me and we really have the click. even for some of them who are older than me, we do really click. its not really a stressful working enviroment lah. i mean NOT. i get to enjoy and work at the same time(: so im really happy with my working life now. though i find some people being not friendly and acting as if her guy is the most handsome guy on earth. anyway who cares?

i miss my clique so much! we haven met up for such a long time for shopping! not forgetting my lovers. its been sooo long since we met up! and everone is busy working. so girls, its really time to meet up for a day out for girls ! &strictly no guys or anything uh! && seriously i miss each and eveyone of u so much lah. firstly we'll have eunice- even thou we met up very often cause when im off i will come down and acc u as u work but i miss crapping and laughing with u at people! secondly kohwei-my dear girlfriend lah, she has been so busy being a waitress. haha and i miss her too!!! i miss talking with her on phone and going mad with her! thirdly, yeemun-i miss my big ***** girl! i just miss going crazy with her also!!!! next we have shuxian-i miss her too! miss all her ***** actions lah! and miss her crapping as well. next next shimin- the blonde girl! and slacker, miss her too. aiya i just miss everyone so much hao mah? btw i haven seen my vivien aka qingfu for a long time alr. and HOxiaoyin too. oh yah btw here to promote the 13 shopping queen blog. u can have the link at cari's blog. (: i miss my SLs too. sorry that i cant make it for the last camp. really sorry =x &&& i miss my dearest zhoujia too! banana is so busy working, mummy is busy working too and for monster he is forever busy! haha. cause he's too busy gaying with other monsters lah =x muwahaha sooo we must meet up someday ok? =)

wow wow wow so many people that i missed lah! haha. and someone still owe me a ride. u know who you are. haha. i need money !!!!! i wanna go shopping!!!!!!! my cupboard has been so so so.... and i need to stock up more new clothes. i wanna get a new pink phone (: i wanna get new bags. i wanna get my hair done. i wan a new wallet.&&& i wanna get as many piglet stuff as possible (: i love piglet=D there are so many things i wanna do but i have no money at all ! so i just hope i cant faster get my pay and go for a shoping spree. and meet up with my babes for shopping spree too =DDDD so for x'mas this year i wish for lotsa money to spend until im satisfied. which is unlimited cash cause im never satisfy. haha.

wishlist for x'mas :
1. a new wallet
2. a new bag
3. more clothes
4. an addidas watch
5. more piglet stuff! =D
6. a new hp
7. PASS O LEVELS WITH FLYING COLOURS
8. get my hair done
9. well being of my loved ones (:

am i too greedy? haha nope ! santa, please grant all my wishes for this year x'mas ok?
toodles, im off (:

2006-11-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

i won't be blogging for a period of time.

2006-11-16T07:34:00.000-08:00

finally O LEVELS are over! damn and i feel so great! and now i can eat&slp in peace alr!!! =DDD i miss my sleep.i miss my food.i miss going town.i miss slacking.i miss watching tv.i miss chilling out.i miss sleeping late.sooooooo now im gonna fulfil them one by one lah. but not forgettin my dearest girlfriends who are still having their last paper, im here to wish them luck too =) love ya girls ! jia you!!!! =D

seriously after o levels i still cant believe it either. i jus feel like i have to study more and more! but i NEED NOT! damn. i must be too "addicted" to books nowadays. but first im gonna look for a job & earn $$$$ to go shopping wtih girlfriends! esp:michy baby! =D so im gonna change a new blogskins and find some food now. cause i god-damn-hungry! HAHA. call me a pig or wadever u name it. BUT I CANT LOVE WITHOUT FOOD!!!! =x

be back with a new blogskin soon! =)

2006-10-29T06:58:00.000-08:00

i miss everyone & dearest ! (:

2006-10-28T22:17:00.000-07:00

i miss you,
i miss my girlfriends =(
i miss "zhou jia"
i love everyone &&&&
I LOVE MUGGING !!!!!

2006-10-26T04:13:00.000-07:00

time seems to pass soooooooooo fast each day =(

tralala x) im back from a day's mugging already! used up all my energy on my 4hrs of solid chemistry revision! *phews* im so so so tired. and i still have to mug later on =( arghh~ i miss darlinggggg can! =D currently darling's having her dinner. DON EAT SO MUCH ARHS! hees.

i wan a newwwww blogskin!!!! but im tooooo busy to change a new skin! how? can anyone out there help? everyday 24hrs, i've been mugging real hard *i swear* :)

oh yah, *w* please take good care of yourself okay? everything will be fine. we'll all be there for you :)

i just so dislike so people who talks so rude to me =x *dislikes*

i so love studying with my girlfriends at the jurong point library lah. its so quiet there & we get to talk as loud as we want & we get to eat & we get to laugh our ass off at people ! haha. its sooooo much fun can! next studying day? when is it, girls? haha =D i miss darlingPEK alot as well! boohoo, but darling cant go out that often anymore due to her results. *sighs*

i love my life right now :)

totally blessed with a nice family, a bunch of friends & you! x)

2006-10-25T06:11:00.000-07:00

thanks for everything, dearest =)

im glad darling and me pulled through everything. from the past till now. we've been through really alot and i hope we will go on even more and go through many more nice and beautiful things together. just u&me =) hand in hand we will walk together. baby do you know i treasure and cherish you more than everything? to me you are the most wonderful gift god has given me (: on this day 251oo6 is the start of our new journey once again:) muacks! whether what happens in the future, not to worry i will always be there for you. i love you =)

this post is specially for you, nylsaj ! =)

2006-10-23T04:38:00.000-07:00

sorry peeps, couldn't upload the rest of the pics into blog. not sure why either. must be my lappie has some stuck up in there =D

alright these few pics are the ones i took when we went for woods birthday dinner at swiss hotel(: it was really great (: and i enjoyed every bit of it =D the food was nice but the variety was kinda little and i didn't manged to gobble down everything =x esp the fondue! it was really nice lah. i mean its so damn chocolate!!!! im really loving fondue more and more x) but its a sinful food!!!! i just so love the fondue thingy =) its really nice. the dinner went well w/o any crops up and i can see everyone was enjoying themselves that day. though there was some people that i didn't wan to see but i didn't give a damn to that bitch face of her =/ my dearest girls did enjoy themselves.

the birthday boy&girl (woods.fui) was really damn sweet! when they cut the cake with boht their hands holding to the knife, they look like they are in a wedding x) oh yah! that day happened to be woods mom& dad 19th wedding anni x) damn sweet couple too! and there was also a newly wedd ! oh man, everything just fits on that day. i can say everyone look so nice on the day. handsome gentleman and pretty ladies x) *loves girlfriends*

back to mugging =)

2006-10-20T05:56:00.000-07:00

went bugis today! (: i bought my dress already =DDDDD *loves loves baby* cause baby seeing that i don't have enough money decided to lend me money and buy my dress for me(: really love baby lotsa. muahs =) trained to bugis was kinda short? hmms and went village straight. BUT most of the shops are not opened yet! =( so we walked around and window shopped. then went teenage bugis cafe to eat ! *yummy*

was damn full. mun babe came after which to find me. den passed her money and stuff and went off to buy my dress and jacket. =) then we trained back to baby's hse. xiaoyin and vivien are here to join us ! =) tmr going for wood's birthday day. =)))))

i love yoo, baby =)

2006-10-19T06:44:00.000-07:00

took some pictures today while i was really bored. i just came home from school not long ago. den decided to try my new shorts with shirts, so chose my sis collar crown tee. looks nice isnt it? haha. =D im wearing this out tmr (:

mugging life isn't that simple. i must pass o levels! and i believe i will and i cann!

i love yoo
sorry for everything

2006-10-17T06:51:00.000-07:00

mugging life

i've been mugging almost everyday. hais and im so so so damn tired can! i miss my clique so much ! miss those days where we sit in class and had so much fun together, laughing and making jokes every moment. god, can u turn back time? haha. im greedy! >.<

i hope my efforts won't be wasted. i really wanna do well for o levels and leave wwss proudly with a cert! i don wan any regrets! so ppl, let us all work hard together! =)

&&& i miss baby so much! cause im hacing my study break now and baby is having school and so when im not in school to meet up teachers, i will be at home studying and i cant go out too often. mom will nag so much. so we met up so much less often lah. plus her sim card is spoilt and we cant sms much often. now only when i reach home sometimes frm school then i will call her. how i wish everything is just so right for us. i miss you. >.<

how i wish everything can slow down
its not good to be fast everytime
i miss you =(

2006-10-14T02:08:00.000-07:00

FAREWELL ASSEMBLY 13.10.06

goodbye to wwss (:

yesterday was my last official day in school. was so so so damn sad lah. but happy at the same time. yupps everything went according to its plan(: we had our usual morning reading for the las time. not really reading lah, we took photos and run around passing presents. then we headed to the class and headed to the hall. did 2 rehersals and went for break. in between me and lydia went to find my dearest 1H and took photos with them. regret so so much for not taking photos with my godson=( after which we went back stage to get ready and the whole school came to the hall and settle down. everything starts (: we had our march out class by class.

during the speech by zal(: i was a little emo. when it came to the part on how he thanked miss sim. and while watching the videos i was really emo lah. really missed those fun times we had together and also was laughing my ass off. and it appeared that my photo was in the video
damn big lah my face. the performance by miss sim,mdm rozi and mr lee was indeed a touching one. we stood up after they performed and clapped for them. thanks so much (: the performance by the teachers was really great too! (:

after everything, we went around finding people to take pictures. so fun lah. and also ate the food which wasnt nice at all. haha. and then after that i went baby's house. showered at her house and doll up and went to meet my clique! then we shoot off to town! and everyone was so high and happy in th train. baby fell asleep on my shoulders. x) we went bugis and walked
around. all of us looking for something nice to wear on wood's birthday dinner =) then we headed to icon and orchard for dinner. had xing wang again! it was nevertheless nice! =D im beginning to love xing wang moreeee!!!! :) LMAO

then after dinner we went walking around and baby & i left first. we cabbed home and i was dead tired. baby fell asleep when she got home. so i used the lappie and upload photos and my eyes were half closing. then i decided to head to bed and blog the next day. so i went to my lala land =)

to eunice,kohwei,yeemun,shuxian,shimin,chang,woods. my dearest clique! i love you guys alot! u know wad? u guys rawk !=D thanks for always encouraging me when i fail, for being there for me when things happened, cheering me up, making my life filled with laughter, tolerating all my weekness and temper, the little notes and cards we made for each other, the fun times we had together, the studying time together. i really miss those times we had! it was really fun and also great! =D life would never be great without you guys who play a part in my everyday life. i wouldn't know wad would have happened if i hadn't found you guys! we'll still stay in touch and be the best clique ever =)

to my class 4F`ians! i really miss those times we had in class. skipping lessons together, eating in class together, making noise together, laughing together and sleeping as a whole class. i will never forget you guys! =) thanks for being the best classmates you guys could ever be! though at times, we'll just dislike each other but we are still the best one (: love you guys!

to miss sim. thanks for being such a great FT for my upper sec life! it has been so great and fun with you around! though at times, we may just disboey you but u r still the best teacher ever! we will surely miss you once we leave wwss! you are forever my best FT in my heart <33>thank you miss sim!

to my prerogative #13! everyone of you makes my life=) though we don't normally hang out together but i never regret having you guys as my besties! we just knew each other barely for 1 year but i really do treasure and love you guys! take care and study hard alright? x)

im done with thanking the peopl whom i wanna thank

last but not least, my dearest baby! i love you! every thing for us starts on the 22/o5/o6 ! im glad i made a right choice. we've been through so much and i really love you! thanks for being there for me always. i love you(:

2006-10-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

im back!

halfway while using the lappie in the afternoon, vivien text me saying they were dismissed and so i just off everything and rush out to jurong point to meet them. the came fast(: *loves the bus driver(:* hurhur. &&& i nearly fell down on the bus! luckily i managed to hold onto something if not i will be a laughing stock on the bus! =x

i took my photos and went popular and got my paper heart. i hurrily went to meet them but saw them at liberty entrance and so we went up and went to buy food. they bought the carrot finger stuff at pau. kinda nice lah, its just carrot cake and it is in a stick. 10 for 1.20! worth it right? hurhur. so we went to meet baby down at the school bus stop. she was so irritated cause she's having her usual headache. poor you. then we went her new house and wow her room is really green! i mean green! explore awhile before we left to her house. bought noodles up to eat.

baby startled me today with her blasting loud voice. haha. was damn shocked. and her brother seriously just deserved it! haha. we watched tv and ate. slacked around. around 6 we went off. baby send us down the bus stop. saw TBC. he was as usual with hs rabbit teeth =x reached home shortly. i was damn tired. but i had to do things so i just do and do and do.

calling baby later. i miss you, do you know?

it was as if everything was a nightmare
i nvr wanted those anymore

2006-10-11T23:00:00.001-07:00

alright i just reached home from school! today was the best day of all the days i've attended school so far in my 4 yrs in wwss! cause we did our LAST &ONE AND ONLY OPERATION CLEAN UP for the year. everyone was slacking. haha including me of course! x)

i wasn't really that lazy okay! i did some work by cleaning the tables. and joking with my girlfriends as we clean along. it was damn fun. i kept running into 4E and stupid mr koh scolded me. like wat the hell, everyone just does that. and not only me.somemore its our last cleanup so could u just shut the gap up? BOO! we went for break and after which went up to the hall. was feeling so so so hot in the hall. the fans were not strong enough and i was sweating damn much. i hate sitting in the hall! blah =x anyway we had our rehersal for farewell assembly for like 2 times before mr chiam was satisfied. after which i left for home. i didn't plan to go for the seminar on tourism and hotel management cause i was far too tired. *yawns*

my nose was so irritating lah. when i got on the bus, i keep on sneezing non stop. and the worst thing is i forgot to bring tissues out when i left house this morning. so i just bear with it for the whole journey. the moment i reached home, i sprang to the tissue. haha.

planning to go jurong point and lot one later to get some stuff for my girlfriends since tmr will be my last official day in school. boohoo and baby will be surprising me. i wonder what she did. im so so so excited to find out lahs. &&& i miss baby so much! meeting her later and she will accompany me to go jurong point and we'll oso head to her new house for a look. her mom says her room is really green. nice colour =) i told her i like green and she chose green! i just so love you baby!

alright i'll post when im back. meanwhile just wait when im back here to post again! x)

2006-10-11T23:00:00.000-07:00

2006-10-11T05:18:00.000-07:00

thanks darling for standing by me (: i so love you!

alright, i really love mummy sometimes when she gives me money to buy this and that but hate it when she makes a big fuss outta nothing. =/ end up we got a tiff now. i hate having tiffs with mummy cause it will be like days later when we are back and which means im not gonna have any money this weekends to spend. BOO! i hope some money will just drop from the sky =/ hurhur

thats enough of my mom now! im really sooooooo irritated by her. darling made my day (: she managed to cheer me up and assure me things are gonna be fine. im soooo glad that at that point of time i had her with me. thanks darling! =D anyway thanks to vivienQINGFU, xiaoyinYIN for your concern. im alright (: * loves loves *

i went darling house after school ends today. i brisk walked there okay! cause i so misss darling!=D slacked at darling's house till around 5 or 6 plus the rest came. i ate so much today! i must really control my diet if not i will grow fat someday and won't be able to fit into anymore nice clothes. =/ girlfriend has been sooooo hardworking! she works out in the gym at least once a week. &&& im just so lazy to get my ass moving there. haha and they even say im THIN! NO PEOPLE, for god sake IM NOT THIN OR SLIM! im just fat! i admit =x

& so im awaiting for farewell assembly thats coming so soon. THIS FRI! i bet i will cry. so people, on the day pls bring more tissues for me. =D i will really missssss those besties of mine in wwss. and not forgetting my girlfriends and junoirs in the school! &&& some teachers. not all. haha. well i'll still be coming back but not normal time. just when im back for lessons of revision.

alright i left my uneaten black pepper pork chop just now! all because of mummy! and i wasted my 5.5o lorh! damn ex can. and luckily i took the bus home if not i will waste even more money lahs. im saving money to buy clothes for next saturday dinner. just kinda excited(: i hope everyone enjoys themselve. darling will not be going so im gonna partner still my girlfriend(: i hope she do wants me lahs. anyway im not like some people who feels so proud of themself cause they have their bf tagging along.

well i hate to say this, but i hafta say maybe u feel that u're so perfect right now but when u lost everything don come crying cause no one gives a damn. thanks for letting me see your true self.

2006-10-10T06:22:00.001-07:00

today is a happy day (:

tralala x) cause cause cause everything is back!!!! (: tralala i love my girlfriends to bits & pieces now! they rawk my life! im so glad we made it up and we are still best girlfriends(: love ya girls (: &&& to fui: sorry for causing some inconvience for you & thx girl anyw =)

alright alright but some people obviously spoil my day(: how great. it managed to make my day gone with so much laughter. u know in 1 sec i could have alot of laughter. BUT it was spoil due to some people who have so ultra powers. well, im here to say i DON'T pity you nor give u a damn. thanks for letting me know how pathetic you are right now. how you have to go about making & TRYING to act friends with people. i feel SO sorry for you. or should i just DON'T? just wasting me sorry-s. hai poor lil chap. maybe thats what god has made for you. the route of retribution. the bad things you've done to make you deserve such treatment now. how sad. faking around with your *ahem*. BOO~ need not have such fakings just to be more attractive? they won't help anyway cause they will soon be exposed. how sad once again. faking doesn't get you anyway, grow up. cause i think u weren't what u used to be. how sorry should i feel? *ponders*

*phews* just let off my anger. feel so so much better. i guess these kinda people do exist in life. so just treat them like little kiddos who are just trying to fake. im so sorry but to use the word fake. right now, i love so many dear friends of mine. they rawk my life lah. without them, i won't find so much love around me. how great it feels like to have friends around our side (: we need not fake through and there's no hatred within us. i just so love my girlfriends alright! haha life's so great with them.

so today is really a happy day, worth celebrating. *cheers* =)

baby, i miss you
muahs =) u're best
thanks for everything (:

2006-10-10T06:22:00.000-07:00

2006-10-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

2006-10-09T05:05:00.000-07:00

LOVING MY LOVERS !

great weekend spent (:

sunday met up with my lovers for our date(: &&& we ate alot that day! its time to lose weight! we've got our secret formulae! 2 weeks *tralala* haha. shall be selfish & not share with u guys x) alright we headed to prata house first. it was a long long ride frm je to prata hse which is at Thomas Road. boo. ate the super-small-sized prata & drank the super duper sweet milo dinosaur. we went sweet secrets. took bus to far east(:

we went shopping around. and eunice wanted to get her shorts. damn the salesgirl. she actually came in so late to open her shop & we practically walked the whole far east & we even sat outside the shop and waited for the shop to open. happen to see shimin's cousin. she really look like sliver, & she's much much prettier than sliver. haha. walked to cine to eat hongkong cuisine! the food was YUMMYLICIOUS! *thumbs up!* i had the curry with eunice and i scalded my tongues because i was tooo hungry =( we had the damn-big strawberry ice for dessert. oh god, we were damn full & i could hardly walk my way out. haha. walked around and we trained to bugis!!!! =))))

i so love bugis lah! its the place where i can get damn cheap stuff and its nice at the same time. though its hot and stuffy but its worth it! i just so love shopping now. =))) we went walking rounds and rounds and nvr get tired of it. oh yah, we made a new friend: irene. she's really a nice and pretty girl. &&& she look so so so much like stella(huang feng)!!!! haha. she told us she has got a common face. oh yah, she studies business course in NYP. & normally girls in business studies are pretty. haha. x) we cabbed down to marina square and i paid the fare cause i was so dead tired of walking and so i suggested i would pay the cab fare which is like 4 bucks? but we met an unreasonable cab driver lah! he kept on insisting us to get on the cab but i just wanted to askhow much is the fare to marina. &&& he gave us attitude! so in turn we gave him back by banging his cab doors damn loud! who cares. haha

poor mun. her heels were killing her as we walked ard marina. we went to eat han's for dinner. &&& this time i was really fun! it was so so so funny as we doing some obscene stuff. i couldnt finish up my black pepper chicken chop. not that it wasnt nice, but my curry frm the noon hasn't digested fully. we went candy empire and buy many choco! oh yah, we saw sexy there with his friends too! (: after which we went esplanade to take pictures again!!! this time we walked till fullerton and rested awhile. took some pics before we trained home. eunice dropped at dover to find her darling. while me,mun and kohs went home. baby was at home with her cousin. x) i missed her all the while.

i love my lovers once again, they managed to brighten up my day with their laughter and crap. im just so in love with them x) *cheers*

baby i miss & love yoo too=)

2006-10-07T05:02:00.000-07:00

& im here to blog again =x

im bored, u see people. my baby is busy gobbling up food. haha

&&& there are kids shouting here and there. BOO !

i think i will blog again later if im still bored (:

bye!

2006-10-07T02:32:00.001-07:00

town(:

this morning went school for chemistry. oh god, im so so so tired. i kept yawning as miss sim goes through the questions. i needddddddd myyyyyy sleeeeppppp!!!!! before that i met baby & we sat at the playground before i went to school. & after chemistry, i cabbed home and got myself ready before meeting baby (:

baby came and pick me up. we went lot 1 to eat. had my long awaited FISHBALL NOODLES!(: im craving for it since morning. baby had beef balls noodles. &&& we had prata too. 1 plain and cheese(: my fav. after which we went to buy mai ya tang and we headed to take cab to bugis. the weather was freaking hot. and i sweated damn lots while waiting for the cab.

reached village. went off to look for clothes. hoping to find some nice ones for tmr's outing with lovers but din manage to find any spaghetti. so i bought 2 shirts for 2o bucks!(: baby bought me my long awaited hp strap!!! loves baby lots! (: after which we headed to take the train and left bugis. went jurong point got some tibits&walfer and went baby's house.

currently at baby's house. she's busy studying for her chemistry which is on monday. & im here blogging. (: hee. im her so-called teacher! she keeps on "teacher here" and "teacher there". nosiy baby i have. i've gtg she's calling me again!

i love u in every lil way (;

2006-10-07T02:32:00.000-07:00

2006-10-06T03:10:00.000-07:00

lovely day (:

alright im currently at baby's house. today lessons were boring lah. and for the first 5 periods, it was free for me again, of course. we slacked at the round table. & WE GOSSIPED ! haha. it was damn fun and funny. i had my favourite cheese prata suring recess today! yummy (x &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; oh to some people : please get things clear, don't try to act close. sometimes i really feel like screaming right into their faces. these are the can't-be-bothered people . =/

after school, i went off with baby. together we went to her place. slacked at her house. keep eating and eating. we just cant stop& baby kept eating and eating! she's gonna be pregnant soon cause she ate too much! haas. get what i mean? if u don't, too bad. so she's gonna give birht next year, may. haha. oh boy, im talking nonsense shit here again =x i ate chicken again! still so nice as ever! baby treated me! love baby lots. we went down to fetch jordan &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; went to buy HI CHEW (:

i hope to have breakfast tmr! i miss macdonalds big breakfast!!! i wanna eat!!!! its been so long since i ate mac's breakfast already!!! boo

2006-10-05T04:59:00.000-07:00

tired!!!!!

*yawns, im so tired right now. dozing off soon. i slept late last night & today i was really sleepy. but during lessons i was god-damn high. & i nearly fell off the chair thanks to eunice&her dearest woody! gonna get my revenge back someday! (: *evil grins. farewell assemby coming in 8 MORE DAYS!!!! i can't wait to get out of westwood, seriously! but i'll definetely miss my besties&girlfriends (: well for every lesson, i try to perk up & focus hard in class. cause after my farewell to the school, i won't be back for normal lessons. just own revision in the library as and when i like to. so so so i must really meet up every teacher for my every subject .

after school, we went to have our kfc feast ! & i was damn full after that. couldn't really walk. i miss kfc so much! its been ages since i ate it. after eating kfc, we went back to school and find Mrs Low. our inital plan was to meet her up for English but we decided to call it off and meet her up some other day instead. so we went home. & when i reached home, i was damn tired. just wanted to sleep on my bed right away. BUT i went for a nice shower first and watched tv before i took a nap. when i woke up, baby was still sleeping. i bet she was really tired cause she actually slept at 2 yesterday just for her art! poor baby.

things got better? i don't know. hope so (: just hope everything will improve (:

alright im off
baby i miss you! (x

2006-10-04T06:25:00.000-07:00

busy life (:

im so so so tired luh. *yawns. i needddd some sleeppp!!!! yes! ALOT of sleep! i guess no matter how much i sleep, it still won't be enough to satisfy me =/ haha.

alright, this few days i've been mugging really hard. beginning to feel the pressure around me. & so im really really so damn god motivated now to study and get A's! haha. i might be talking nonsense again! everyday when i returned home from school, i would just watch tv & after which i'll head off to study in my room alone for 4-5 solid hours. hee. forget to mention there's some lil break in between whereby i'll call baby (: & i'll go back mugging once again. mug&&mug&mug till its 9pm and im off to watch tvvvv!!!!!!! so i don't really have time to blog nowadays. & I MUST I MUST MUG! (: mugging rawk! =/

exams are here & so baby and me don't meet up so often. we'll just maybe talk a little while in school and baby will return home and i'll go back for lessons. i miss baby so much! (: lovers day is coming. &&& we'll be heading out again this sunday! its our 1 year anniversary as lovers! love my girls just so so so much! (: we'll all gonna work very hard now and pass our o levels together. im sure we can do it! don give up! & to everyone who is taking exams right now: DON GIVE UP!(: *smile and take life easy, things will be less complicated(: haha

alright im done with blogging. *yawns. im going to turn in soon.

baby, i love you
thanks for everything
muahs =]

2006-09-30T23:08:00.000-07:00

BOO ! IM SICK , argh ~

alright after i reach home yesterday after studying the library at jurong point, i became sick !!!! actually my nose started to get irriatated when i was in the library and i thought it would be some nose allergy as i always have lah. but end up i came down with serious flu when i reached home. &&& yesterday after buying things at jurong point, we saw baby's mom ! me&baby were damn shocked. LOL. and baby had to go home with her mom so i left home myself =(

alright i didn't have a good sleep yesterday. partly was because of my flu and i was like really sick. & i couldn't fell asleep cause i was feeling so so so terrible. so i had to stack up my pillows & sleep. i did this whenever i have flu when im young. this helps my block noce go away. and i keep waking up and falling asleep. mom made up with me today. =) we had an arguement yesterday, sorry mom. and she brought me to the doctor's. we waited for a freaking one hour before it gets to be my turn. and i got many medicine to take !!!!! so troublesome and i hate it ! but in order to get well, i must really take and rest more. rest day for today and not touching of books cause im dead sick.

o levels are coming & many people are chiong-ing for their studies everyday. im going to work very hard to get as many A's as i should get. graduation day is the next week. kinda really looking forward. after 4 years im REALLY graduating !!!! wahahas. for my junoirs, u guys still gonna have a long way to go :) study break is also coming and everyday i'll either mug hard at home or in the school library. I MUST ! =)

im kinda drowsy now. cause i just took my medicine & maybe im gonna head for a nap. oh yah, tonight is ITS SHOWTIME FINALS !!!!!!! support westwood alright ? just hope they win or smth. alright good luck to u guys :)

i miss yoo
we've walked through so many
we will walk through even more
thnaks baby for everything
i love yoo :)
& do well for your end year exams =)

2006-09-29T08:06:00.000-07:00

i changed a new blogskin=) kinda like it. see the lady over there? with her camera? yup, just hope to capture everything down with the camera like her. and like the words there capture the memories =).

i went bugis for a walk today. LOL. im just kidding lahs. i went there to buy shu xian's b'day gift. we got her some of her fav stuff. well and im super duper tired cause its been long since i went shopping & my legs are killing me. i lost my stamina in shopping! argh~ well i bought my bag. for like 35 bucks? expensive but its a good bargain. oh no! i got it for 34! actually was like 42? & the man knew it wasnt within my budget so he gave me the bestest and good price. decided long and finally bought it. =) went over icon and stuff & to the national library. hahas & we 3(mun,kohs&me) were creating shit nonsense at toilet. haha! till some lady came in and we were like so paiseh can! =/ & came along the cleaner with-a-wth-face. LOL. we went off immediately. & went back to lot one. to get some more stuff before we head home. and i was dead tired when i got home. im gonna get my 34 bucks frm my mom! for the bag of course! *yawns* tired tired. im going to study later since i still have some energy.

o levels are coming soon. just work hard for 7 weeks and im free! i'll then be able to go shopping till i drop and go crazy! & oh yah michy became my baby on the 29 september which is today lah! omg im in love with her! she's so hot! =))) && not forgetting baby. i love u. study hard & after 7 weeks we'll be free! =)

im in love with myself&yoo(:

2006-09-24T05:29:00.000-07:00

yesterday was mom's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM =D though i make you angry at times but i still love u right in my heart <33

yesterday went to the salon for a hair cut and treatment along with my big sister. jie woke up late and we cabbed there and she PAID ALL! hahas. went to eat breakfast and went to the
salon. i cut my hair and its 1 inch shorter lahs! &&& the hairdresser bluff me! he told me its just 1 INCH and end up i feel like its more than 1 INCH! my long long hair is gone. RAHHS!!!! after which 12 plus i went to meet baby. alright and i saw this pesky girl who hitted my butt lahs and she's none other than the PESKY NASRYN! hahas. baby came along and we went to take 5o2 and down to orchard. and changed to bus 7 to bugis! a long trip and slept on the bus too. damn tired. we ate lots of bread that day and wafer too x) baby paid for all of them. love baby lots!

bugis was packed with people! i mean PACKED! its like so many people squeezing lahs. and some of them are so smelly and sweaty. omfg i hafta push my way through to get to the shops. we left to eat ice at ice monster. ordered a REGULAR one. and baby paid it once again. we headed to junction as baby told me im allow to buy anything. and baby will pay all! wahahahs. but i didnt have anything in mind and i told her we'll head to fep instead. and we walked ard and sat down and rest cause we were far too tired. took 190 back to lot one. went to get our dinner. and baby got me something. =) LOVE BABY LOTSA! we headed home.

had a shower and after which went to fetch er jie at airport. she's back frm perth! ah huh!!! and yupps big sis drove us there and we waited quite long and then she came out and FINALLY we headed home. drop her friend first and we headed home. jie got me a bottle. =) xie xie ni. alright im into my lala land.

well today went out to eat SUSHI! and went to eat sakae sushi! was damn nice lahs. and after which walked ard and went home. im so tired. that the moment i reached home i fell aslp o the sofa. BOO~ and we watched vcds till now. tired tired. i miss baby. x)

missing yoo

2006-09-22T01:47:00.000-07:00

WONDERFUL LIFE (:

HAPPPY 4 MONTHS TO BABY&ME (:

hey prelims are FINALLY over! alright and now is the start of o lvls!!!! argh!!!!!! in ard 1 months' time i will be taking my o levels and then i will leave wwss soon!!!!! i will really miss my besties, girlfriends, guyfriends and EVERYONE !!!!!!!!!! (x everyone must miss me okay? muwahahas!

currently at baby's hse. as promised, we are going to have steamboat for dinner!! HOORAY! i love baby! (: & im watching mean girls on HBO. so damn nice lahs! lindsay lohan is damn pretty. i love her eyes!!!!! argh! can i have eyes like her? so everyone have arrived. just waiting for the food to be ready and time for eating!!!! im so so so hunrgy!!!! need lots and lots if food. hahas.
i miss my besties and girlfriends and babes so much. its been the prelim week and so we hasnt been spending much time. i miss my lovers alot too!!!! awaiting for our next lovers date on the 8th !!!! =))) im heading town tmr with my pek pek. we're gonna go bugis and have some kinda shopping spree. and sis is gonna be back tmr frm perth!!!!! i hope she brings smth nice back for me. x)

right now im talking to my chang dad online! hahas he's bored so im nice to accompany him and talk.

im really not giving a damn to some people who ruin my day. BOO~

oh yah i FELL DOWN yesterday is school!!!! during recess while walking back. and hell lots of people were laughing at me. even i myself was laughing too. hahas. and im really dumb to fall down lahs. and now i've got a BIG bruise on my knee. BOO~ i hope it will heal faster.

i love you, baby (:
let's walk thru everything
thx for everything. muahs =]

2006-09-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

prelims are ending soon. o levels are nearing as each day pass by. mugging life starts from now (: time for some working out in the gym (: i l0ve my life and you (:

&&&

im beginning to hate some idiots in my school. who seem to be acting big and talking big. but they are actually DOGS! boo~ to this kinda low class people. i hate them in my life and the sight of them irks me. &&& they are a 3 people gang. BUT WHO CARES? stop stepping my tails before i turn nasty =x

2006-09-15T04:58:00.000-07:00

im so so so so tired! argh!!!!! someone help me please!!!!!! i need my sleep!!!!! been having lesser sleeps recently cause of prelims. kinda tiring.

prelims end just next week. after which we will get back our results and we will have the usual PT meeting and preparation for O levels. then im gonna stay back after school everyday to hide in the school library to mug mug&mug! i love mugging! =/ and after which O levels will come and i will be like so god damn nervous? oh my god im really so so so nervous lah. time seems to pass just so fast and never stops. i must really work hard! (:

i've been hiding myself in the school library for revision this week after my papers. mug all the way till evening and ill be back home. dead tired and too tired to move. and every night i'll mug again. boo~ and off to sleep. it has somehow become a cycle for me everyday luhs. argh!!!! IM TIRED!!!! I NEED MY SLEEP!!! and sometimes during the paper, i fall asleep cause im too tired. and today happen to be the red day and morning i was moaning and groaning for pain cause of the cramp. and i couldn't find my house keys lahs. was like panicking and in pain. after which i took a cab down to byy's hse and met vien on the way too. the cab driver cheated us money!!! he drove all the way to gek poh there and wasted so much money lahs. still want to charge us extra! bad morning! had my chemistry paper 2 and after the paper i waited for miss khoo and then we ate and waited for byybyy to come down for recess. after which i went up to find mr lau for geo and mrs chow was like shouting at the 2nd recess people. and the people were asked to shout some stupid stuff lah. i can say the school is stupid and has stupid people. hahas.

after school found byybyy and we talk for awhile as the rain was too heavy and byy couldnt make her way home to get her things. then she went home and i went to library to find my dad,miss khoo and mun. then we had had so much fun lahs. right dad? i keep calling chang my dad for half of the time! hahas. i guess he was pissed by my suan-ings. i know he wont mind right dad? hahas. byybyy came back for netball and took my stuff and aft she ended we went jp to eat dinner. and went home after which. im tired. byybyy sleeping! i miss you! BOO~

i miss you (:

2006-09-12T06:12:00.000-07:00

after a long and serious consideration, i decided to blog. LOL. im crazy lahs fancy considering so long whether i want to blog or so. right at the moment, im having my prelims. it seems like a-forever-never-ending prelim lah. and and and tomorrow is sa paper and el paper 1. ss already have 1 whole tub of notes to get into my brain which can kill me! HELP !!!!! x) alright im so tired. i don't know and i keep yawning.

o' right! jay's chou CD is out okay people! i know its kinda late to blog about it. BUT he's simply too handsome!!!!! *screams* bb don get jealous okay?muwahahas. im really into him lahs. people so hurry to any cd stores and get his cd now!!!! plus a BIG BIG poster of his handsome face x) i love jay and my bb =D esp: the song by him and fei yu qing. hahas. i love jay's singing and not fei yu qing okay! somehow he destroys the song! arghhh!!!! gonna kill him! cannot be so mean lahs. i love fei yu qing too!!!! *faints* =/ hahas. too mad from studying.

after prelims i will be even busier. cause O levels are really near! and i cant afford to play or fool ard. ima gonna to study real hard and mug my souls out lahs. i swear im gonna mug at home everyday or in the school MRL although i don't really like the smell coming from the hairs. muwahahahs! really tired, ima yawning now and having BIG panda eyes! =/ alright back to my books (:

special byybyy, i miss yoo

2006-09-09T22:37:00.000-07:00

its been daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyss since i blogged (: too busy with stuff recently plus plus plus prelims is just TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams* =/

yesterday was the finals of njrc. yupps and i didnt make it. sorry kiat,jondave and zal (: baby wanted to cut hair so we headed to r&b for baby's haircut. xy,vien,ah min came along too(: then after the hair cut we went to eat my long awaited KFC !!!!!!!!!! and the place was packed as usual and som other people were soooooo inconsiderate to just study there and occupy 2 tables! so we were there waiting for tables and was cursing the people there =/ FINALLY we got oursevles some seats by some group of girls who finally left after talking so much! LOL. i didnt finish up my food so did baby cause we were just so full. hahas. then we headed to walk around lot 1. was so so so bored lahs. rahhhhss!!!! they should just expland shopping malls nowadays! seems like everyshopping mall is SO small! i bought a strawberry coin purse! nice (: and then headed to walk around and after which we became damn bored. vien suggested to go baby's house and eat steamboat and mahjong-ing. so we hurrily went to the supermarket and buy groceries!!!!! that's damn fun! then we headed to pay up and went to cabbed to baby's house.

started to eat and stuff. was so fun lahs. everyone was damn high. and we watched the feng shen bang concert @ taiwan while eating. was so full and xy and baby's face went red! cause they drank too much wine! and while eating, baby accidentally scalded her hand and went to help baby wash up and apply cream. poor baby. then everyone was so tired and doze off. only me and vien didnt. just continued on watching and drinking. ate again and around 8 plus we went westwood playground. then ard 9 plus went back to baby's house and then ard 10 plus? i went home. was sooooo dead tired when im on the cab.

i heard that some other idiots haven been spamming my eunice babe's blog. just to let this idiot know, whoever you are just fucking gt out of her blog and get on with life! do u think that spamming people's blog is so fun? c'mon stop being such a kiddo and throw your shit face around! if u think by spamming excites u soooooooooo much then i suggest u having a own blog and spam for life! this kinda disgusting creature like you exist on earth makes the place more low class. cause with people like you who mayb be a bitch or bastard is really LOW CLASS! and if u have any problems with her, c'mon find us! IM FAMOUS IN WWSS! WHO DON KNOW ME! im right here waiting for you to just come and find me! i'll make sure your life will be ten time worst!

alright time to get back to studying (:
i miss yoo(:

2006-09-05T05:27:00.000-07:00

changes are part of life, a way of adapting to new circumstances

took this from someone's blog. seem to like it alot. just don't why also maybe cause recently too many things around me took for a change so this phrase fits exaclty how i feel =) i've decided to blog in standard English cause in this way i can improve my Eng;ish which sucks hell lots now =/

reflections for the past few days
been kinda busy lately with many stuff namely my dearest lover 4 birthday, studies, family, love life. but at times when im busy i feel kinda blessed? cause im blessed with my loves one whether it is my family or my bunch of friends. things do change for a reason. so i've somehow learnt to adapt to the changes and to try to face these changes calmly. changing for the better :) hoping that through all these changes i can somehow learn to be more mature and independent and also be more positive. and i've learnt to relax abit in life and take things easy and just get on with my life. loves my bunch of besties aka my girlfriends :) they rock my life with colours. especially MISS KHOO who never fails to be there for me when i needed a listening ear and never grumbles when i pour out my woes to her. love her! and to baobei, thx for everything also. somehow from our quarrels i've learnt somethings and slowly changing for the better. thx for the support u've given me throughout. *loves loves* and to my mun babe and fui babe thx for everything too. love ya gurls too! *woody don bash me up!* =/ im trying to balance everything together and so i can manage my time better and focus more on my studies and prelims which starts right after school reopens. how scary. and to those taking N level right now i wish u guys all the best and pull through and made it to sec 5. O'ya best of luck to michy <33>

mun's birthday bbq was fun! =) we were really excited about it. spending much time making up and trying to look as goos as possible and trying to doll up our pretty birthday girl since its her day =) hope she loves what we gave her. she's 16 now! we can all watch NC 16 together !!!! lol. and during the bbq had some crops up and everything was solved. shallnt mention what happen since its over. dwelling on the past doesnt help. and towards the end of the bbq where there were few peeps left we played the variety show game. it was hell lotsa of fun. and i got sabo so many times lah ! all thx to fui's baobei and xian! boo~ me and baobei left ard 1o and we cabbed home. pretty tired and after showering i went straight to bed.

i promise mom to work hard for o levels. cause she knows im lazy so i promise her i will really work hard for o levels and get the grades that i strived for. can tell that she's worried for my studies as well. so gonna prove to her. and and and i also promise baobei to study real hard and not let things affect mt studies. just 2 weeks of prelims and after which we can see each other!!! baobei for just 2 weeks bear with it ok? u study hard and take care of yourself too <33>

O' right just before blogging, i went blog hopping around and yupps noise from the void deck seems to be so loud that attracts me to find out what is happening. so i peep down from my kitchen window and i saw many peoply gathering. and someone being handcuffed? lol. the rest were just standing there and some went over to the police station which is nearby to call for the police. and i can say Singapore police are really slow poks! and inefficient lahs! they came around 15 mins later and with only 1 POLICE OFFICER WHO WAS BEING DRIVED BY SOME KIND SOULS HERE. sis,mom and me were laughing our ass out. we were so damn kpo lahs peeping from the window and not only us okay! some of the residents did that too! lol. we keep urging mom to go down and play the role of a auntie and ask what happen but mom didnt want and said that me and sis were so kpo. lol. sis even took her cam and took so pictures. lol. WE ARE MAD! she has my homones thats why she's mad too. =/ around 2o mins later, 2 more police officers came in the police cars and after which they handcuffed him and brought him back into the police station for questioning. so sis and me were like guessing what might have happened and was thinking whethe the person might be a molester and mom started nagging saying we shouldn't get home too late in case we met up with molesters. muwahahsh. i rang up baobei and told baobei and baobei said i was kpo queen. lol.

alright the kpo queen is off!

2006-08-31T05:22:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY ! =)

currently at baobei hse =)

tralala today was the FIRST time i found tat dentist are not scary freaks anymore ... i went dental for filling halfway during the celebration and it turn out pretty well . O' right we were damn high during the celebration . screaming our lungs out and cheering out loud lahs . lalala wad a HAPPY teachers day . specially to these teachers miss sim , mr neo , mr chua , miss fong ... =) they are indeed the special teachers in my heart <33

after celebration , headed to pek hse and now slacking . we slept for 2 hrs just now . everyone slept ! lol . was realli damn quiet lahs . but jordan outside singing and woke me up . =/

alright got to go , bye ....

l0ves l0ves to all my girlfriends and yoo =)

2006-08-28T06:30:00.000-07:00

busy busy busy~
im damn damn damn busy luhs

prelims are just 2 WEEKS away !!!!! oh man, and im rushing my studies until one kind . everyday mugging here and there . prefer to mug by myself and can concentrate better . and im so tired lahs . everyday oso not enough sleep . how wish to have 48 hrs a day . and then i can slp 24 hrs . tralala x)

just a overall summary of wat happen during weekends . saturday, went vien's steamboat . and ate kinda little as didnt really dare to eat much . last time i ate too much and i had diahorrea . so everyone realli enjoyed themselves . and we had so much fun taking pictures together . make some new friends =) and baobei,me,qian,cari and ah pong left at 930 . the bus was damn packed lahs and i didnt pay for the bus fare . x) took mrt home and baobei send me home thru cab . l0ve ya* showered and went to bed . damn tiring *yawns*

sunday i went to baobei hse and look for baobei.vien sleepover at baobei de hse . we had crop ups and we settled it . i was realli mad over there . and den rot till 6 plus and went to find qian qith vien,baobei and jordan . and den went home . tired tired. x)

i wish i have 48 hours a dau =x tralala x)

2006-08-25T05:41:00.000-07:00

FINALLY THE WEEKENDS ARE HERE!!!!!
its time to rest and study hard =/
prelims are just 2-3 weeks later!!!!im UNPREPARED FOR IT!

alright today during free periods did some revision on amaths and took my amaths test luhs.was kinda easy in the front but dragged me down in the back=/ just hope i can do well and get a pass or more than that.recess i got to know i need to go to the WORLD MOST SCARY SUPERMEGAULTRA SCARY dental! I HATE AND ARE AFRAID OF DENTALS ! to me they are the most VIOLENT AND HEARTLESS freaks on earth and thats why i detest going dental so so so much.went with averil and we both were scare lahs and went to rinse our mouth till its damn clean den we went in.averil had a fast one but mine wasnt =( she poked here and there.washed my teeth and poke poke poke!!! urgh~damn painful can! oh man and sad to say that she found ONE TINY WINY SMALL hole thats needs some fillings =((((( which means IM COMING BACK TO THIS BLUE BUS AGAIN !!!!! someone pls help me get rid of all the dentist in the world !!!! i'll thank u greatly for that . =)))) muwahahas!!!

aft sch we had chem practical mock exams . the paper was tough till one kind . and needless to say i didnt really manage to complete all . brigitte was good lahs she manage to do the extension qns . miss sim even scolded won so badly for leaving the qns BLACK . so i copied abit of brigitte's diagram and handed in . it was really scary during the practical . we weren't allow to tok or discuss(obviously) and its so silent !!! i just merely peep at some of my friends at times when im stuck =/ so practical ended and i went and found baobei ! =) we went canteen to rot and baobei went for cca . i rotted there and went with qian to jurong point . initial plan was to go aft baobei's cca but i scare baobei would be damn tired and her knees would be pain so i suggested we go first . i know she wasnt really happy so i bought a HEART SHAPED CAKE to cheer baobei up ! im glad baobei ate the cake despite it melt and baobei told me not to waste money anymore . alright =) we went out "lao di fang" with qian and left shortly . so dead tired and thought of cabbing but rmb wad baobei said so i took the bus =) and fell asleep . im really tired and my eyes are heavy .

there's chem written mock exams tmr !!!! sheesh ! and i haven studied abit of it . miss sim says its alright if we cant do cos she's gonna just see whether we can manage with the time . alright then im tired and i'll whether im gonna study . and aft which im going to do some grocery and go home . meeting qian and maybe gonna go down and find baobei . then we'll all head to marina for vien's steamboat . i hope it'll be fine and happy w/o any crop ups by some people :)

iloveyoomorethanever =) no doubts !

2006-08-24T06:48:00.000-07:00

urgh~so hungry right now
craving for alot of food now =)

1047 :) i love yoo.thx for all and once again we pull thru everything.i believe we will go even further =) thx baobei. 23o8o6 . 1047pm =) love ya lots!!!! heard dat?

tired and stressed up.prelims are nearing.work hard peeps:)
life with books isnt fun at all=(

maybe i shldnt haf done so.

imgladihaf:yoo=)

2006-08-23T04:55:00.000-07:00

i need a shoulder, anyone?

s0rry.i know wad i've said was offensive.a moment of anger.im truly sorry and hope this won't affect our frenship and ur r/s.sorry

imgladistillgot;yoo:)

2006-08-21T21:53:00.000-07:00

i jus feel so sick
shoulders, anyone?

2006-08-21T21:08:00.000-07:00

din attend school today cause i was still sick
argh~hate being sick
feel so umcomfortable

my fever went off already but just now i vomitted.mum sprain her knee ytd while hiking with dad and today she had a real big bandage ard her knee.when i woke up the house was in a mess.and the culprit was none other than my brother.feel so sick but i hafta help out as mum couldnt move bout too much.aft doing everything i felt so damn giddy and i fell on the floor in the kitchen and aft which i vomitted.oh man that feeling really sucks=/

i hope i'll get better and turn up for school tmr
i miss my girlfriends and babes=)
i miss yoo even more:(

once again, i screw things up.hai

2006-08-19T21:27:00.000-07:00

arghh im sick~
down with fever.oh man i feel so uncomfortable

yesterdays was sis's birthday.HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!later shld be going out to celebrate.getting her a new wallet.so many people's birthday and now i've one BIG hole in my pocket lahs.urghs.o's coming in a few month's time.prelims just a few weeks away.gonna study even harder.cant afford to fail.i need to get into my desired course!!!!!alright words with no actions cant get me anywhere so frm now im studying damn hard.oh gosh i just feel so sad lahs.every part of my body seems like jelly and i feel like im floating.head is just so heavy and i don wish to move ard too much.damn tiring.initally temp was like 37.4 and now 37.8!!!shot up real fast!ate porridge jus now and now i feel like vomitting.dono why oso.=/

aft talking to my girlfriend ytd,finally i know how to look at the bigger picture.somethings we may just overlook and cause misunderstandings.if we nvr clear it out we'll cause more misunderstandings.girlfriend knows me the best!we both talk thru everything and i realise thinga werent so simple.thou at times i feel .... but aft all they are my dearest.im not pin pointing anyone.this is our last yr and hope everyone treasures well.of course i treasure u guys well everyone!including baobei!=) 2 more days to 3rd month!!!happy happy!!!!

we'll just haf a pause
still in a r/s but a pause
its not a break or smth
cause we are tired
just some break to let us rest.ilu=)

2006-08-18T01:07:00.000-07:00

here to blog again!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)

-monday-
had common test luhs,still okay lahs
time passes quite fast
and SCHOOL'S OVER~!=)
aft sch went home
saw baobei on the way
took bus home with WE
reach home slack and baobei called me
talked and i went out to buy stuff
at night did self study again.SIAN!

-tuesday-
rev-up sucks luhh
wanted to break the record of not sweating
end up still sweat -.-
yeps and chinese was free lahs
i chose not to re-take so we mad ard
and yahs had some LAME games
muwahahasX)
went to GO and got my identification form
go up for oral
and yah was like so long lahs and i keep sleeping!!!!
hot and tired~
i was damn god nervous and mutter my words
stumble over quite alot of words
picture was tough till one kind
donno wad shit picture they gave-.-
aft oral i went home

-wednesday-
P tok to us and stuff
den went up for lessons
damn sian luhhs.sec 4 life sucks!
mock exams sucks like hell lahs
so tough man and i guess this year will be difficult luhs
went home with mun they all
damn tired lahs
called baobei and we tok and we quarrel lahs
over small stuff
but we are fine in the end!=)
ilu

-thursday-
the day was long
we have so many 2 periods lessons
which are so BORING!
i forget wad happen on thursday lerhs lahs!
go on to friday....

-friday-
today!
free periods were all so great lahs
did amaths thru out
and time passes so fast luhs=)
amaths common test was quite okay
i hope i can get a pass or better
aft sch went for practical and den went off with baobei
ate kfc and now at baobei's hse=))))))
ilu=)*grins widely*

2006-08-12T04:26:00.000-07:00

currently at baobeis hse(: baobei's beside me now(;

alright let me blog for wat happen today.this morning went school for chem practical.starts at ten lahs but we reached ard 1030 and they haven even started.=/LOL.i skipped one of the experiments!tralala(xand miss sim nvr notice it.woots=)aft which went to eat with mun.i ate a chicken wing.OMG! IM GETTING WAY TOOOOO FAT!!!!!!!!!!arghh!!!den waited for baobei at bus stop and we headed to kfc.

tralala(x we ate and crapped.

initally we wanted to go mun's hse and find her but ended up becuase of some crop ups we didnt.so we walked ard and aft which we went oo tin's hse.slacked there and went gp aft which.walked to baobei's hse and den here i m=)edited many many pictures=)love it!

im addicted to yoo=)muahs

2006-08-11T00:09:00.000-07:00

first of all gonna wish WE a happy 6 months=) congrats(:

feeling bad?kinda luhs
today was the release of o level mother tongue results.intially i wasnt really nervous or anything just hope to happy go lucky.but when it was nearing my turn i got real tense up and was like going shite shite ard.so when miss sim told me stuff i know i hadnt done really well.and i got a B3!hais.i really don expect this results for mt.especially mt has always been my strongest subject since pri school lahs.im damn disappointed in myself.im considering whether i shld re take anot.most prolly would be a yes.i need to get A1!cause i need to do well for this subject to save my other subjects luh.arghh!!!!!fcking fan.mom wasnt realli pleased.maybe i played too much den study.so i shld really focus more frm now on.no more shoppings.no more!!!!!people pls don ask me out.pls.i need to really get down to study before my prelims comes which is like a few more weeks lahs.i'll try my best to focus and do well.

im starting to feel the exams heat ard me.people ard me are working so hard,seriouly.some maybe just kidding and fooling ard but u'll nvr know cause they might be chiong-ing their studies every night till like 2,3 plus?so i must really really study.this time for real.everyday must do revision and pay more attention in class.i promise mummy to get down to work alr and no more shopping.so i MUST do it luhs.i trust that i CAN do it and i MUST do it!hope my girlfriends too(: and my dearest eunice babe don feel down anymore alright?

sorry people for the last reply for tags alright?i wont be online so often so its hard that i reply and oso to those whom i haven link yet,im sorry.cause i'll be more busy than ever.so might not be able to link u but i'll try alright.no promise.

i went baobei house just now.we rotted there.realli rotted.and played 3-4 rounds of mahjong.won 2 rounds and again i ate chicken wings!!!!!argh!!!fat fat fat!its time to work out=) had so much time with baobei but happy time do pass fast and so its time to go home.yeps and i took bus home.feeling damn tired and sleepy.i miss u=)its a period of time and test for us.we wont spend much time tgt but i promise aft my exams everything will be back=)jus bear with me for this period of time.i know u will understand and give me moral support.i'll be waiting for your steamboat treat aft prelims!promise!!!!=)))love ya~

alright thats for today and im off! tata~

2006-08-09T22:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE!!!
I LOVE SINGAPORE!!!!!muwahahahas
i had an enjoyable day ytd
as usual with baobei and girlfriends

i met baobei first and we took train to bugis
when i got off the train i realise my posb card was lost lahs
hais and i realli donno wad to do
panic down there and baobei din noe wad to do oso
since its lost then let it be lost behs
count myself unlucky!=/
so we went outside ebase
*details mssing*

we went orchard and find saobao
she was working at mango lingo
we ate and drank there
ate so much and cause me to be so full lahs
cant even get my ass moving
we spend so much money juust on eating alone
we decided to find the rest at kallang
so we cabbed to kallang

and we walked and run and....
and we FOUND THEM!ah huh!!!!
sat there and waited for fireworks
BOOM BOOM BOOM~
here comes the fireworks~
purple,red,orange,green....
SO NICE CAN!
muwahahahs lasted for 5 mins?
and we CHIONG to mrt station
i mean CHIONG!!!!!
cause chang's band brothers are coming
if u don get it nvm

decided to take train to pasir ris
cause it was still early
fui haven get off her work
and den we alighted at raffles place
and we waited for her
meanwhile we mad ard
waving to UNKNOWN ppl
lie on the floor and slp
disturb MISS KHOO
shouting ard and laughing out loud
oh man, i guess ppl tink we are mad
LOL.it ok=)

fui came and we went to take the train
intially me and baobei gg to eat supper with them
end up too late so we decided to head home
baobei went lot 1 with me
and i packed mac home
and we cabbed home luh
YAWNS.im tired

alright dats all=)
i love u=)muacks!

2006-08-05T07:54:00.000-07:00

alright i just shower finish
just reached home not long ago
and heard my sis shoutings!!rahhhh
cause MI LU BING won for superband!!!!!!!!!
guess mun would be shouting her voice and jumping now
LOL.well congrats anyw=)

met up with baobei aft bb's netball
and was waiting for bb at the sch bus stop
and we took bus to jurong point plus denise=)
den we headed to eat at kopitiam
at my all time fav-curry
den we headed for our movei-click
rated it 4/5 stars,it was damn funny
oh boy i was laughing my ass off lahs
den we headed to lot one and get baby taz=))))

we met up with fui and cabbed to chien hse
and we mad ard and slack ard
watched superband and mun rushed here
den we ordered kfc delievery at chien hse
bb lost our ring and bb was damn sad
bb jus sat there and stone
and we went looking for it
and den couldnt find
so went to comfort bb and we tok lahs
it was fun=)))
ate kfc and we went off at 1o
took bus home and my eyes were closing
showered and now online
i love my dearest!=))))

everyday is filled with love<3

2006-08-04T05:18:00.000-07:00

woots!having been blogging for like days lah
everyday packed with so many stuff
so im too lazy to go online and blog
plus o's are coming and prelims are nearing too!!!
life is so boring with books ard u only =/

today is friday!
means short day in school.LOL=)
and fisrt 5 periods are FREE!!tsk tsk
miss khoo koh wei wasted my 1.70!
cause i bought her share of food
and end up she didnt come down as she was into her artefact!
BOOO!!!!=/

this morning P talked about online blogging
she said that the language u used in your blog reflects wad type of person u r
and talked about spamming
and wad racist stuff and the whole school wasnt interested as usual
and i slept while she tok jus feel damn tired
blah blah blah and she took away 1 period!YAY YAY=)
aft which went back for my 4 FREE periods=))))

aft sch,bb came down and we tok for awhile
aft which bb went off for chi and i went to eat
ate the forever-so-nice cheese prata
and slack down there aft which we went hall
bedok sec coming to play against our sch for bmt
bedok sec came ard 33o and everything started
blah blah blah.no comments=/
bb came up and find me and watch too
then ard 6 we went down to eat again!!!!=)
i treated bb noodles,aint i nice?
headed home aft eating
i walked bb home cause bb's knee was not good
i sense things aint right but i jus keep silent
waved to her and i went off to bus stop
ah viien was waiting for me to take bus

end up we miss 3 BUS cause of mr chew kah hao!
the ride seems so long
and it seems kinda silent
my sentiments were right,cause i got ur msg
true enough i was down,but i hafta try to be normal in front of them
the truth hurts,at least its better this way
saying things out and settling it
but aft all im down inside,just need sometime alone
i'll be fine =)

our date tmr:050806/saturday
click=)

bye everyone!

2006-07-30T03:48:00.000-07:00

alright alright alright
sundays are boring!
i woke up at ard 12 plus
called bb and bb oso jus woke up
i guess was woken up by me=/
alright so i went to wash up

called bb again
and bb jus showered finish
decided to blog and stuff
online and bb send me the pics
cooked noodles for lunch and was like so disgusting
i threw away the whole bowl
and went hungry for the whole noon

mommy decided to head to jurong point
firstly she getting necklace for jie
and secondly for dinner
so we went
and i saw many ppl i knew at jurong point
mom was like joking saying jurong point is my place
cause i come here frequently
=/ how lame can she get?!

i saw denise at popular with her mom
and aft getting stuff we headed to take bus home
saw mussy on the bus,didnt know nirza was there
im dead tired,lols i donno why
slp so much still so tired,rahhhs!!!!
sch tmr!!!!!!ROAR!freaking long day till 3=/

2006-07-29T23:04:00.000-07:00

alright let me blog bout wad happen ytd.

woke up early for tuition

gave bb a morning call

aft tuition i slept for a while before heading back to sch

alot of ppl were there to ask miss sim qns

and i settle down and started doing

and bout 12 i went off

LOL.go for one hr only

bb was in the canteen with denise they all

waiting for me=))

aft which we left for jurong point

and went to swensens

yummylicious=)

it was our belated 2 mths gift

yeahs i had crayfish pasta

while bb had fish baked rice

and i had choco crunch for dessert

and bb ate banana spilt

oh boy, i was damn full lahs

nearly cant walk=/

walked ard jurong point

went to toyrus initially to look for baby

end up we couldnt find one dat we like

so we headed to take 172

on the bus we slept like pigs lah

and reached lot one shortly

went to the pasar malam

bought stickers and puzzle

bb's gonna do a 1000 piece puzzle for me=)

i feel so blessed=)))

yahs and we found our baby

its tasmania devil=)))

LOL.love it lotsa

even though it was just a 4hrs time,but i really enjoyed myself.wednesday is our 289 days and i hope things turn out fine for that day=)im sorry for being so childish at times.thx for tolerating all and nvr letting go.i promise i'll hold on and change for the better.i'll await for the puzzle.ilu=)

2006-07-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

im freaking bored now

cause baobei is sleeping!

and im so so so bored!!!!

wake up wake up!!!

i miss u=)

sch was alright today

and i didnt get thrown out again, muwahahas

5 periods of free time for me!!!!YAY YAY!

and i did my emaths and amaths revision throughout

and even sms baobei but no reply=( LOL

so recess was still okay lahs

somehow we manage to get to eat our fav stall

and i happen to sit beside dat fat ass again

i cant stand her irritating and fu*k face

with such bloody ugly eyes!

so just stopp diao ppl can!

hope one day u'll die of fatness!!!!BOO x)

im evil to ppl i don like:)

amaths was not really good lahs

i couldnt focus cause i was talking

and i talked thru

BUT i did do my work okay!

even though i did but she's biased=/

pardon me for saying so

as wad i tink u're practically jus nice to ur fav students

and dats wad i tink and some ppl

u nvr seem to tink of how we feel

just because u see us as talkative ppl?

when we even make the effort to do it

u didnt see it and there goes u nagging

well im weak in amaths

and thus i need more help

but sometimes even when we tell u

the next day u go at the same speed

so goona head for mr neo

hope he guide us thru maths

aft sch,we went lot one

and shifu had to go pasar malam do things

and we headed to eat

and saw some ppl=/

don wanna mention

cos they irks

and LJB was there too

LOL

and we went off to walk ard

and decided to go car park and play catching

was super duper tired lahs

and wad we learn is nvr trust anyone

and so we went home at 6 and i went to shower

and waited for mom and went out

made my new specs and gonna collect on wed

den headed to lot one,decided to play pool

but of smth so we cancel it

went to rot ard

cause of some ppl who spoil my mood

i was moodless towards the end

jus cant stand those things

when it happens right in front of me lahs

and i was super duper pissed

aft buying my stuff,i went off

when i called baobei,no reply

guess baobei slept

i miss yoo=))

2006-07-27T06:58:00.000-07:00

life has been so kuku lahs!
anyw today is just a kuku day for me!
cause during EL lesson i got chased out by my dear ms karasi!
hahas and i was like buay song at first
but after a while i was like so damn happy
cause i need not see her face anymore
YAY YAY!!!! HOORAY!

well it goes like this
during EL lessons, she came in lahs
we were shocked cause she normally absent herself
and den alot of ppl were startled
cause their face writes
the never-do-eng-look!!!!!LOL!
and i wasnt really having tat look lahs
no worries=))
so she called out for me for my work
i told her i dint do and stuff
she ask me to go out and do
i was like YAY YAY damn happy can!
so i sat outside while slowly more and more came out
and left 7 peeps in class
oh boy, i was laughing my ass off!

she came out and scolded us for making hell lotsa noise
and happen that she came out and when she's toking
AH CHOO!!!!! (i sneeze)
she pointed at me "U GO SIT OUTSIDE THE GO NOW!!!!"
fine i was like wtf
cause i just sneeze and she drove me out to somewhere
well i didnt wanna argue with her
so i went off and i turn back FUCK OFF BITCH
lmao!!!!
i went off HAPPILY and not sadly ok!
happy sha lalala=)

so i sat outside the GO
oh yah the GO there has milipedes!
be careful if u're there
and den many teachers walked past
obviously their face shows how shocked they are to see mi here
and some even asked
LL came and ask so i told her
mr charming too=/
P even came and ask bout me
i told her saying i didnt and stuff
she was nice enough to believe mi and listen
anyw she's someone nice just ABIT naggy
i say ABIT only hors!
so 2 periods passed so fast and she came
i mean ms karasi

we tok and tok
i mean she did ALL the toking lahs
i was like giving a wth face
and nodding my head and stuff
anyw who cares bout her man!
so aft her naggings i went for geo class
thx shifu for acc me go geo lahs=)
off we went for recess aft geo
and we had some things here and there'
just feel neglected
hope no more next time=)

no doubt aft recess
i was reali depressed lahs
but fui2 managed to tok me thru
and oso douglas was slping till one kind
and he makes me laugh so much!!!!
oh yahs i scored 18/25 for chem test
last min studying=/
physics was BAD
went up to look for her and i cried lahs
was fine aft phys
went for lunch and when we came back sch
i nearly vomitted cause of jolly shandy
and bb was worried lahs
and we were fine=)

aft pract, we started again
and this time its my fault alright
well things are fine
and we are fine=)
thx shifu for being there today=)))
and thx miss gay for ur kpo-ness=)
and to some ppl who just realli sucks can
when others are like so sad
they add salt to the wound
so just fuck off bitch!
i'll be more than happy lahs

went home and caught the bus in time
was dead tired
and showered and studied
went to watch tv and now online!
alright im off=)
i hope tmr i wont be driven out again;)

tata!

2006-07-25T04:29:00.000-07:00

my eyeballs are swollen now!!!!
juat because of me wearing contact lens to slp
and thats the result of it now!
my laziness land me into trouble
and now my eyes are fucking pain

i went to the doctor's jus now
and boy, i can be a doctor too
i mean wadever he says is just like wad i know?
LOL
if i hadnt told him i wore contact lens to slp
he wouldnt even haf noe=/
and would just say was allergy
=/
doctors nowadays are earning easy money
people believe that wad doctors said are right
and thus they just go ahead with wad they said
some doctors are really good
but some are really earning free money!
so not all doctors can be trusted
if not i can one too!=/

i cant wear contact lesn for 2 WEEKS!
so people don ask me out!
cause i don wanna wear mt specs out and be a kuku
hahas
i look like a kuku wearing specs
LMAO
mummy knows bout my eyes
and there she goes nagging on the other end
'll just hafta listen cause i noe she meants well for me=)

oh yahs, on monday i woke up late!
was supposed to go bb hse in the morning
but i was woke up late
and i practically rush everything
and thick skinnly ask to cab with another wwss peep
and till now i haven even return her money
must asap if not she goes haunting for me=/
everything in sch was fine on mon
and after sch i went lot one
with WE and shifu
and we bought stickers,pens and stuff
i bought a new mickey file!=)

and for tue which is today
i didnt go school
cause i was on mc because of my eyes
and i slacked my day thru
sleeping!!!!
i sleep so much nowadays!
and im damn tired even thou i slp so much
im missing bb right now
tmr i will getto see bb!!!!!
i miss euu=))

2006-07-20T06:23:00.000-07:00

long long time since i posted :)
have been busy with mugging for prelims
prelims is coming in ard 56 days!!!!
im damn stressed up can
and o's is also so near =/
so everyone must kampateii!=)

just a short and sweet one for this few days
almost everyday hafta stay back
for extra lessons and practical
but baobei oso stayed backk too=)))
and everyday bb will send me to bus stop
love baobei so much aww!!!!

as for today,i stayed back for practical as well
and baobei was in the canteen waiting for me=)
and we talk and bb ate
ben came to our sch for shooting
and all went mad
all went to ask him to sign handbook
but i didnt=)
but lose my xing xiang infront of him lahs
all becos of shifu who ask me do!
but nvm nahs i shall see him nxt yr
i told i i will join mediacorp!LOL right?
maybe lahs, im just talking crap

we went off to baobei hse to get ah yin and ah viien hp
ah yin,viien and peg had tuition near my place
so we all took bus back home together
and den saw weewee on bus
reached home and i showered
im dead tred but i still hafta study!
hais
poor me yupss?
well jus pia for once lahs

anyw guys i drop phys!
thou i paid but i dropped!
cause i really really cant cope lohs
plus im not interested
so me and fui tok to mrs chow today
and she aproved!
YAY-NESS!!!!!
so im now more relief dat i haf 1 less subject
more time for amaths and chem=)
do well once and i'll get it thru

i love everything now=)but love u the most!